Faithful [Ashton Irwin]

chapter 2

I KNOW YOU GUYS HAVE BEEN WAITING AGES BUT IVE DECIDED TO POST THIS BEAUSE MY CO WRITER NEVER GOT BACK TO ME SO WITHOUT FURTHER A DO THIS IS CHAPTER 2

-Blain

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Ashton's Pov

*day 7*

Even though the doctors had told us we were aloud to go in and be by her side Michael and I didn't have the courage to do it. We both thought it was our own faults. As much as we sound like cowards we couldn't face seeing the damage we had done to her. Calum and Luke could, they attempted to briefly describe how she looked and how there was no change in her coma state not even a little. This made us more hurt, devastated perhaps. What if she never woke up.

"Michael what if if she never wakes up. It will be all my fault" I sink back down to the floor and cry for what feels like the 10 thousand time today. It never stops

Michael doesn't say anything he just gets up and walks out. Probably having another cigarette, ever since Steph has been in here Michael took up smoking to somewhat relieve the stress or perhaps to get away from all the chaos.

Or just to get away from who could blame him I'm a wreck.

•Michaels pov•

I really wish Ashton would stop blaming himself. Every time he tries to blame himself the evidence points right back at me. Ashton blames himself for driving in the state he was however he was in that state because of me. If I hadn't gotten so caught up in the moment and kissed her Ashton wouldn't have walked in on that. Everything would be normal and Stephanie wouldn't be here. I wouldn't of taken up smoking.

I grabbed a smoke out of the packet and went to go light it when I realised I was stupid enough to leave it on the counter.

"OH FOR FUCK SAKES" I punch the wall before sinking to the ground.

Someone pulls the smoke out of my hand and before I could say anything I hear a lighter go off. I look up and see the most beautiful girl I've ever layed eyes. Her beautiful blonde hair and how her blue eyes just sparkle. She soon sits down beside me and I realise she's wearing a nurses uniform. She hands me my smoke that is now lit and grabs one out for herself.

"Tough day eh?" Her voice sounds so angelic.

"Tough week" I reply

"I'm Tayler by the way"

"Michael"

"I know who you are" she giggles.

She even has a perfect laugh.

"Really?"

"Your on like every news station"

"Oh"

"How's Stephanie doing?"

"I don't know I'm not brave enough to ask nor even go and sit by her side"

"It gets better trust me."

"How do you know"

"Not only do I see these situations everyday I've been through them but not only one person I loved but 2 at the same time"

"I'm sorry to here that"

"So listen to me it gets better trust me, just go at your own pace and you'll get there slowly" she puts her smoke out

"And Stephanie will be fine, It was nice talking see you later Michael"

"Wait Tayler"

"Yes?"

"Would you like to hang out some other time"

"Sounds good Michael"

She walks away and I couldn't be more excited.

Wait

Wait

Wait

I didn't get her number.

Fucking typical Michael ask a girl out and don't get her number your a fucking genius.

Days past and still no news. Ashton had made progress and at least touched the door handle that led to her room but soon backed away whimpering. There was nothing back from Tayler. I didn't see, hear from her nothing. Ash started whimpering again and I get up off the floor.

"Buddy it's ok"

"It's not" he screams

"Like someone told me the other day it gets better you just have to go at your own pace and you'll get there slowly"

"You promise mike?"

"I'll be there right with you"

"Michael?"

"Yes Ashton?"

"Your only the best friend a sad bloke like me could have"