"My Diary"

Dairy Of Life...

Introduction

Who am I? Where do I belong? I live in a world were reality exists. There isn't a fairy to save me, a magic star for me, nor is there a prince to rescue me. So what is my purpose of life, other then to live. I was always confused about this until the day I found my true reason. I found religion, I found life, and purpose to stay alive. That lead me to my best friend who showed me the world I was missing out of. The world of a fangirl and my story begins on the day of my first concert. Of my first kpop band and my first bias.

Entry 1:

"The concert that will change my life forever."

"Eun Bin, are you ready? Hurry up. I want to go really to see them before they go on stage." My friend, Kim Mae Ri, has got her dad to buy two VIP backstage passes. She asked me to go with her, and I can't wait. Neither can she.

We left around 3 to be really and watch them get prepared backstage. When we got there we saw a whole lot of chaos but no BigBang. The producer lead me and Mae Ri to a set of chairs and told us to stay seated. But I couldn't. I had to go to the bathroom. I tried to get Mae Ri to come with me but she wouldn't, "What of they came when we weren't here? Just go by yourself." Mae Ri is a huge BigBang fan and always had a huge crush on TaeYang (even though he is shorter then her). So she doesn't want to miss her chance. To see him face to face. Thanks to her obsession with BigBang I fell in love with SeungRi. I believe it's because of my love for pandas and Seungri reminded me of one. So I left to look for a bathroom, I finally found one... so I go in. I couldn't hold myself so I ran in quickly. After I finished I was about to open the door, I heard a guys voice come in. "A pervert!" was my first thought. But then when I looked through the crack I saw the guys toilet thingy. And I freak out, the real pervert wasn't them... it was me. To make matters worse, it was the one and only Seungri and the shorty TaeYang. They came in to wash their faces after a dance rehearsal just now. So I had no where else to go but sit and write in this diary.

Entry 2:

I came back an sitting next to MaeRi right now. We still have awhile until the show starts so I thing I have time to write what I heard in the bathroom. It's wasn't anything bad, but it was a secret.

TaeYang: "Hyung, you should really listen to me. Get yourself a girlfriend. I did and I'm so happy."

Seungri: "Tae, just because you and a couple of other from the company have secret girlfriends doesn't mean I want one too. I want a girl who I want to brag about, but is there really a girl out there that's good enough to be bragged about.

TaeYang: Hyung you just haven't met the one yet.

Seungri: How do you know if she's the one?

TaeYang: One you know you want to marry. Speaking of which I'm planning on proposing to my girl.

Seungri: Who's your girl? Is she that one fan you fell in love with or is it a new girl?

TaeYang: That's harsh. You say that as if I had other girls before. I ain't like that, Hyung. I'm different, And yes it's that fan from the signing event. She said she has a friend who is in love with you. Want me to hook you guys up.

Seungri: No thanks. I got enough on my plate. Let's go.

When they left, I quickly left and checked both ways to hope no one sees me. The concerts gonna begin. I'm so excited, but sad for Mae Ri. Her bias isn't gonna stay forever single.

Entry 4 (I think. Lost my first one.):

I just came back from the concert when I realized I lost my journal. I'm writing in a notebook right now because I have a lot to talk about. I probably won't even be able to write down everything. So let's start from after the concert. When they finished the members came off stage and toward us backstage fans.