Denying Love | OHSHC HikaKao Fanfic

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Warning this has foul language and blood...so ya you've been warned...

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(told in Kaoru's P.O.V)

Another boring day has gone by with no success at getting even close to my other half.

Sigh...

Does he like to ignore me or am I just not good enough for him anymore?...

As I continue to walk down these empty hallways toward the front gate I ponder on the thought that Hikaru loves Haruhi more than he loves his own brother...

the one who has loved him more than just a brother...

When I get home,Ha no surprise, Hikaru isn't here.

He's with Haruhi and the rest of the host club.

I'm the only one not there and the only ones that even cared to notice I was walking home were Honey and Kyoya.

"Welcome back master Kaoru."

The maids welcomed me home as I walked by them with a nod.

I walked straight up to my room ignoring the worried glances from the youngest maid.

She looked at me worryingly because she knew what I was going to do as soon as I was alone...

I closed and locked the door to my bedroom behind me.

Hikaru and I shared a room but when he got distant, I went back to my room. He doesn't even care or even notice for that matter...

It breaks me whenever I think that Hikaru and I were never meant to be...

I know it's taboo to love your brother especially your twin brother...

But I can't help but love him.

He is my everything, my very soul itself.

I lay on the bed thinking for what I thought was just a few minutes turned out to be a few hours.

I was brought back to reality by a knock at my bedroom door.

As I got up from my bed, I grabbed a long-sleeved black hoodie from my closet and pulled it on before opening the door.

When I opened it my reflection was staring at me with eyes full of shock and worry.

"Kaoru!!! What happened to you!?"Hikaru yelled dragging me to his room across the hall, but as he grabbed my wrist I was forced to hold my breath trying not to cry out in pain as he opened an old cut.

Hikaru looked at me and threw me on the bed of his room and slammed the door shut.

"Kaoru I'm gonna ask you one more time. What happened?!"

"Nothing..." I meekly whispered as he got closer and closer to me before forcibly pulling my arms out in front of me.

I cried out in pain as crimson red liquid started to seep onto my hands from newly opened cuts.

Hikaru stripped me of my hoodie before laying eyes on my now crimson arms and hands.

His eyes started to fill with anger and worry as he forcibly threw my hoodie on the floor.

His eyes were covered by his hair as his arms made their way around my body pulling me into his tight embrace.

Hikaru carried me bridal style to the bathroom sitting me on the edge of the large bath tub.

He pulled out the first aid kit and cleaned my arms till they were back to being covered in light pink lines.

Hikaru took my hand leading me to the bed we once shared sitting me on the edge.