That One Confession • Tododeku fanfiction

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Hi my name is Todoroki. I'm 15 years old and I have trouble talking to people about my feelings...I think mostly the reason for this is being the fact that I have been abused by my own flesh and blood all of my life. My dad used to hit me and beat me to make me stronger but it only made me weaker. My mother poured boiling water onto my face because she was going through a mentally unstable state caused by my father. And my older brother Touya went missing and everyone seems to think he retreated from hero life and lived as the villain named 'Dabi'.

So to sum up, yeah I've had a horrific and traumatising childhood.

But then this one person came into my life. The way his bright green hair stood out and the way his emerald eyes focused when he was taking notes.

I wasn't one to be poetic but boy, sure did he make me. I didn't know how to tell him though.
We are close friends and yet...I can't get close enough to get into his pant—-I mean his heart.

It's like I was just friend-zoned and would never evolve from that. Like I was frozen in a block of ice which I couldn't break. And I would just be left there. But I gotta say looking into his eyes made my heart skip a beat and my stomach knot up.

It was weird how someone who once meant nothing to me would now mean EVERYHING to me. I had fallen deep. And I mean DEEP. Like more than the Titanic.

I've been trying...for awhile now to build up my courage, and tell him how I feel.

I didn't care what my parents thought of me because...I never have cared. I'm me and if they can't accept that then I will disown THEM.

Izuku just made me so crazy that I didn't care about my past anymore. I just cared about the future. About how if his arms would ever be around my body. How if his fingers would ever intertwine with mine and how if our lips would ever touch. And now I would finally tell him.

I started to write a note...I decided I was going to tell him to meet me by a lake and from then I would give him some flowers and let my heart speak for itself...although I didn't know how to speak the truth about my feelings I would just have to try.

'Dear Izuku.

I want to tell you something that is really important. I need to tell you the truth about my feelings and say what you truly mean to me. I want you to know. Meet me by the lake, tomorrow at 5 PM.

P.S: please don't bring anyone..otherwise I'll be really embarrassed..

Love from T.S XOXO'

I folded the note up and put it into an envelope with a Heart on the closing. this was my 100th attempt and I think it's finally good enough..well not really but I just need to stop overthinking.

I dragged my legs outside and walked to Deku's Dorm.. I trembled as I made my way over towards my death.

I slid in the letter underneath his wooden door and began to shakily walk back to my dorm.

I closed the door and immediately flopped onto my bed..just like James Charles career.

Uh oh....

Anxiety...

Have I done the right thing?

What if he knows it's me?

What if he doesn't like me back?

What if he laughs?

What if he tells everyone?

What if I end up being a loner?

The last thought didn't scare me as much as I was already used to being alone...although millions of different thoughts started racing through my head.

My calm state began to dissolve as my body became tense and I started to overthink.

I decided the best thing to do was to get some rest and deal with it tomorrow.

Midoriyas POV

(The next day after school)

I had just come home from school and realised there was a letter underneath my door.

I read the back and saw that the initials were T.S...wait...DID TAYLOR SWIFT ANSWER MY FANMAIL!?!? I ripped open the front and carefully unfolded the letter.

I read every word carefully...I was now left in shock..was this from Todoroki? The handwriting looks similar and the initials are the same...

Is that gorgeous boy finally going to confess to me?

Actually I shouldn't get excited..maybe he just wants to talk...as friends..

It felt like my heart had been stabbed as a million scenarios played in my head of what he could possibly want. It was refreshing to find one that I enjoyed! That he maybe wanted to be more than friends. That he had the same passionate feelings as me, even though he didn't seem like the type of guy to speak about his feelings. I didn't hold back though.

I wore my best outfit and started to walked out the door. I had only realised how cold it was outside when the wind forced me into its Icey embrace.

I kept walking until finally the lake was in sight. I saw that the water was slightly frozen-over and that the bushes were all overgrown. It all looked so romantic! I saw grey clouds start to fill the sky as little dots of white snow started to fall down onto my messy green hair.

I looked deeper into the distance and saw my favourite bi-colour haired boy sitting down on one of the rocks next to the lake. He truly looked like a model, even with that burn on his face.

As I walked closer I spotted a bouquet of white roses in his hand.

"Shoto!" I yelled while waving at him

"Oh, hello, Midoriya!" He said back

I started to run towards him like in some cheesey scene were two people hadn't seen each other in awhile but I ruined it when the snow beneath my feet began to turn against me and I hit my head on the cold floor.

I slowly got up and laughed it off as I sat next to my love on the rock.

"So what did you want to talk about?" I questioned as I smiled nervously as him

"Well...Izuku.." He said as he scratched the back of his neck

Wait isn't that the first time he said my first name? I felt my heartbeat immediately beat faster as he began to finish his sentence.

"I've wanted to tell you this for awhile..but..I sort of have feelings for you...I don't want you to feel pressured..you don't have to like me back, I just wanted to tell you—"

His words made my face become flustered as I hid my head in my hands.

"Are you crying? I'm sorry I shouldn't have said anything.." Said the bi-colour haired boy as he started to walk away.

I grabbed his hand and pulled him close to me.

"No I love you too!" I said as I hurried my face into his chest. His arms began to wrap around me and he rested his chin on top of my head.

I broke the embrace and pulled his face towards mine.

"I've always loved you" I said as we both closed the gap between our lips and started to intertwine with each other.

So this is what it feels like to be in love.

Our lips parted after what felt like and eternity and my body began to shiver from the snow.

"A-Are you cold?" He said concerned

I shook my head as I sneezed.

"Here, your gonna catch a cold otherwise" he said as he wrapped his jacket around my shoulders. I looked up into his heterochromatic eyes and began to be lost. My body moved on its own and started to hold his hand.

"Oh I got this for you by the way!" He said as he shyly gave me the white roses that he had been holding.

"Wow, they look beautiful!" I said as I reached for them.

"So I guess they are just like you.." Todoroki mumbled as he blushed and look away.

I held him close again. And this time, I never wanted to let go.