Journal One: Him

Journal Entry 8

October 2, 2018

I went up to Jeongguk after school today.

He wore all black again with his hood up, and this time with a black mask.

I asked him if he was okay, he didn't respond.

I felt bad because he looked pained, but I asked again anyway.

I wanted him to feel okay.

He ignored me again.

I surprised myself with what I did next.

He was going to get on his bike, but I pulled him into a hug.

I wrapped my arms around him and snuggled my head into his neck.

He was stiff, but it was sudden so I expected that.

He eventually loosened up and felt more relaxed.

What shocked me even more, was that he hugged back.

I felt his head rest on my shoulder and he sighed.

We stood there for a moment, a moment that seamed to end too quickly.

We separated and I looked down, not wanting him to see my flushed cheeks..

Before he got on his bike, he told me that he was now okay and thanked me for the hug.

I just smiled at him.

I stood there, missing his warmth.

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