dear someone

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i guess this is cool now so im just trying it. since i saw it in the ig shit and the pobaw (perks of being a wallflower) (damn it sounds funny) i just .. idk.

today like all this fucking summer day was a boring normal hot day, yasss, i really dont like this days, i actualy thought summer days 2014 would be like "omg summer 2014, perfect" nah, nothing like that. i need to say that im feeling like a weirdo rn im feeling sad (idk if i like this mood or no but who cares) i was feeling normal 10 min ago, just judge it yourself. idk if i should tell someome that other someone told me that that someone that was dating the first someone was cheating on her/him , i dont want to get involve in shit like this, and it is not my problem anyway, but it makes me feel a little bad bc that someone is my friend and she/he should know what probably happened.

on the other hand, my sister keeps thinking that i don't luv her (wtf), i just wanna think that she thinks that bc she is 11 and u know she is in that age when everything is weird and maybe she is starting to be a teen and she will start to feel depressed blah blah (when she find out what really means that things on tumblr ...)

about me, yeah, idk, idrk, i always feel like this i think. it is normal i suppose, nowadays i realased why everything is how it is, everything happens for a reason.

about that thing that i dont want to talk about just in case someone finds this 'dear someone' (wow, i just realesed this dear someone thing is not for the thing im using it bc idc, ill do it later baby boy) i want it but i dont, i realeased yesterday that it doesnt make me feel like it was suposed to, so .. i just need to think more about that.

and dear someone, i really can wait for the day when i find that someone, im desesperate i suppose now lol i just want someone to be with me like everyone else, i want it stronger bc it had never happened to me so .. idk who i have to order my someone but pleaseeeee i need one asap or rn if it is posible tysm

u will be my bae bæ bæ

bsjsjsksjs plz

i really want my life to change.

hope you enjoyed reading

alba x