pulchritudinous ↠ Colby Brock One Shots

Colby ↠ Unreciprocated

I've been trying to come up with ideas for this chapter, but i have serious authors block currently, therefore this chapter is probably going to be very unprofessional, with many grammar mistakes, and it's also currently 2:43am, i'm tired, but i really want to get a chapter out. So please just bare with me and point out the mistakes I've made so i can correct them later. i'm also typing with acrylic nails so i'm bound to make mistakes.On another note, thank you so much for 700+ reads! we're so close to 1k! ♡

(started at 2:43, is now currently 3:01 and i only just came up with an idea....)

(currently the next day, and is 23:55, i'm aware this chapter is shit, but it's the best i can do, this author's block is killing me..)

"why do we always fall in love with people we can't have?"

I've always had a yearning sentiment towards sunsets and sun rises. There's something so enchanting about them, i just crave to see them every single day. However, the never ending, despairing darkness that comes before/after these vivacious natural phenomenons send a bloodcurdling shiver down my spine.

Not because i'm afraid of the dark, but simply because it reminds me so much of the sickening feeling deep within me. An unhealable hole was shot through my heart. The constant feeling of emptiness it brings is slowly driving me insane.

I miss you. I miss you so much. I miss waking up next to you. I miss your scent, which (un)fortunately still lingers in the atmosphere of my room. I miss your voice. I miss your laugh. I just miss you in general.

And that's exactly why i feel so empty. Knowing you probably haven't though of me once since our breakup leaves a sick feeling in my stomach. Knowing you're happy with another girl completely shatters my already broken heart.

They warned me about you, they told me you'd just break my heart and leave me to suffer, yet i still rushed in to your life, like a complete fool, because i couldn't help falling in love with you.

Whilst you're making new memories with another girl, i can't help but reminisce about our own memories that we had created. I loved every second of our time spent together, whether it be the endless text messages, or the never ending phone calls late at night, i loved every millisecond of it, and i'll be sure to cherish them forever, i'll have to cherish them forever, because i will never forget you, Cole Robert Brock, i just merely i can't forget you because i can't help falling you in love with you.