The right hand of the death (Chilling Adventures Of Sabrina) Nick x Sabrina

3.

-Sabrina... what are you thinking about? Asked Roz drinking softly her tea and looking carefully into her eyes.

-I don t know. I mean... I told you what happened today. I am just thinking what he wants from me.

-He wants sex, girl. That s why he told you that he will visit you tonight. Do you think that he is coming to read you a a bed time story?

-I don t know what to say anymore. I kid of want him, but I never imagined that he may want to make it with me one day.

-I knew if from the very beginning. He waited to much for you to turn 16 just for it. He always have seen in you something special if you ask me.

-He just take advantage of the fact that I adore him.

-Maybe yes, maybe he want something more.

-How? He calls me darling just in a funny way and he never showed me any type of affection.

-Sabrina, not everyone is able to give affection. That may be way too much for someone as cruel as him. I hope that you know that if you will give him what he wants, that will not change him in any way and there is also a risk for losing all his interest in you.

-No, never ever say that. I get used to him. He is the poison I need.

-Well, what you are going to do when he will come.

-I will do it. At least, I do it with someone I love.

-Will you stay sober or no?

-I will try to stay as sober as I can.

-Sabrina, be careful, you know he hates to see you drunk, especially in a moment about only you too.

-Come on, Roz, I will drink only 1 glass of wine. He won t even realise.

-I hope so, well, I have to go to chorus now. Hit me up if something happens.

-Can you please show up in my dreams? I must share what happens with you.

-Of course, I will try, but I really hope you will be conscious and able to talk.

-Yes, Roz, bye.

Roz left Sabrina s home, leaving her thoughtfully. Her bed felt more uncomfortable than always and Salem was impossible to find. Sabrina started to feel alone again and without even realising, she opened up a bottle of vodka and started to consume her within a second.

"Wow, a whole bottle in only 15 minutes That is a record even for someone like me. I hope I will get sober before he will come."

Sabrina went to bed trying to sleep, but alcohol started to make slowly his effect and deforming her perception and her sight. She looked by accident at clock and saw that the night is in its full potential. 11:11 and Nicholas can came in any second, but Sabrina is not even close to be sober.

"God, nu, I should have stayed sober for this very moment. I did such a huge mistake."

The time was passing way to slow and Sabrina got angrier for no reason. Without having a real reason, she inserted her hand under bed and found another bottle of vodka. When she was close to open it, she felt how the bottle is leaving suddenly her hand like someone took it forced.

-I though you have enough respect for me to give up on this. I told you that I am coming tonight, right? Asked Nicholas looking at her in a ferocious way.

-I am sorry, I ...

-What, Sabrina, what? I am kind of over seeing you drunk again and again and I can t fake anymore that I can ignore it! Do you realise how much it annoy me to see you like a zombie?

-Sorry, Sorry, I... Said Sabrina having tears in her eyes. Listen! I gotta stop, but I can t! I tried a month ago and I can t stay out of it! I love it! I can t see myself without it.

Nick calmed down, settle in the bed near near her trying not to blame her and to calm her down.

-Sabrina, you wanna numb the pain of loneliness, honey? You are such a chaos in so many ways. You are built like a Goddess. I hope I was able to understand you.

-Nick, you called me, honey? Asked Sabrina fully surprised by what he heard.

-Yes. Too bad you will forget about this in the morning.

-No, I swear I won t. I love you so much.

-Then can you give up alcohol for me?

-Yes, I can.

-Yeah, I know you for so many years and you did nothing about it.

-No, you don t understand. I was stressed because I am a virgin and I was afraid of my first time.

-Relax. I can understand it. I didn t came focused to do that with you. It is fine for me if we will only sleep, but I prefer to sleep next to the sober Sabrina not the drunk one.

-I understand, honey, I am sorry.