The girl who walks alone

School

I usually wear dark clothing so my scars are less noticeable but my least favorite subject in school is P.E. reason being is because I have to take off my hoodie to put on the stupid school gym uniform. Then everyone starts freaking out because they think that the scars are fresh even though I will admit some are but still. I don't really have friends Why!?! I hear you screaming will I find friends easy to get but hard to keep. And don't even bring up girlfriends and boyfriends okay those are even harder to find. But after P.E and never friends I hate lunch because people will sit with me out of pity cuz they think I am Suicidal but if I was don't you think I would be dead right now. And I know my scars and my depression are proving I really want to die but look I am still sitting here  aren't I. Well you can say I am just I hate school all around but actually I love my teachers. Can't say the same about the students. I hear the bell dismissing us from 5th hour which is my History class. I wave to my teacher. "Anne don't forget the homework." She yells I nod grabbing my backpack. Great, lunch. I sigh.
"Anastasia." I heard someone yell I look back. Oh it's just popular girl Sam and her squad Sally and Sara. I went to the back of the lunch line trying to avoid them.
"Anne!" Sam yelled again. I turned back actually noticing her existence.
"Yes Sam." I said to her bitterly.
"That's not how you talk to a friend." Sam said back. "Yeah you tell her Sam" chipped in Sally. "Yeah." Sara said backing them both up.
"Yes, your majesty what would you like?" I said meanly.
"Sit with us okay you Don't have a choice." Sam said straight forward.
"Okay Queen." I said turning back to the short line.
"Hey Anne." A Lunch lady said with a smile.
"Hey Linda." I smiled back. I went through the line grabbing almost nothing. I went to the table next to the trash cans. Trying to push away Sam and her squad of cheerleaders. But they still came none the less.
"Hey Anne so the only republican ason I am sitting over hear is because I want Ron to notice me." Sam said "Yeah he is really into girls who are nice." Sally chipped in. "Yeah and he keeps talking about how he's sorry that you exist." Sara said trying to be mean. Sam closed her hand motioning for her to shut her trap. I eat quickly and dump most of my plate in the trash can. I grab my backpack I felt something underneath my feet but it was to late I tripped taking out everyone who was behind me. Sam offered my a hand but I turn it away realizing it was one of her goons. Everyone groans and looking at me angrily they had food everywhere on them, the floor and even the ceiling somehow. I turn away running out of the lunchroom I ran to my next class.
*****time skip*****
I wait around after school making sure no one wanted to get revenge on the Lunchroom Accident. I walk but the woods hearing the nosies and seeing eyes and smiles like normal but this time I really didn't care. I walked slower today enjoying being alone for the most part. Apollo jumped out of the woods giving me a fright.
"Apollo." I sighed and picked up the kitten. His tail was twitching and his ears were flat. Bearing his teeth at something in the line of trees. Then I saw it.
Something Tall.
It had a white face and a long and lengthy body. I ran as fast as I could making it to my house in record time. I was breathing hard. I opened the door. A note laid pretty and neat on the counter.
"To Anne my dearest," I rolled my eyes at Mom's writing. "Foods in the fridge me and your father are staying at work late. Be safe and Don't do anything bad.
Love Mom and Dad.
Ps No knifes and no cutting you hear." My stepdad said in his terrible handwriting. I threw the note away. I went up the stairs to my room. I plugged in my phone. I opened my bag, got out my books and did my homework.
****time skip****
After a few hours I was done with all my homework. I sighed. I heard my phone go off. I decided sense I was done with my homework I looked at what it was. My phone was blowing up with notifications. On instagram there was a video called the Lunchroom Accident: One Goofed Up Girl. I opened the video interested in it. Then I realize it was me. Someone recorded it. I got off instagram quickly then got on Facebook but the video was still there. I got off but on every social media app I had there was a stupid Girl who took out an entire lunch line. Even memes were being made I threw my phone back on my bed. I went to my dresser and grabbed out my favorite knife. I went to my bathroom. I balled up a towel and bit on it. I rolled up my sleeve. I grabbed out the first aid kit just in case. I grabbed the knife and breathed. Hearing my phone buzz sending my notifications of the same stupid girl who made a fatal mistake. I started. Cutting slowly wincing in pain but it was the only way I kept reminding myself. I started crying. I dropped the knife in the bath. Holding my bleeding arm. I grabbed the bandages out of the first aid kit. Dabbing a bit of Hydrogen Peroxide. I wrapped my arm it bleeding intensely.
I wash my knife I the bath using The Hydrogen Peroxide to get the blood off then wash it. I grabbed out the dish soap I kept in my bathroom for cases like this. I washed it getting every ounce of blood of it's delicate blade. Taking my blood red towel and wiping the blade clean. I put everything back up. Grabbed my knife and buried it back in my dresser taking off my blood soaked hoodie grabbing a new fresh one. Apollo looked at me sadly.
"I know buddy I promised I wouldn't cut again but I am a new meme okay school is going to be bad tomorrow and you know it I am just preparing for Sam to make fun of me and everyone to laugh. You know okay but after tomorrow I will stop." I said to my grey cat. He shook his head no. "Oh come on Pollo you know I am trying." He jumped up on me and I held him but he pushed away my bandaged arm. I walked over and flopped down on my bed. "Trust me Pollo I will stop. Promise." I rubbed my head against his. He meowed and fell asleep. I pulled up the covers drifting off to sleep too. "Love you Pollo." I rubbed his head then fell asleep.