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NINETEEN

"What if she has feelings for you......"  Jin's words hirt Jimin hard.....he had never thought so as you were the one who had always insisted from starting that this should be just physical and no emotions.....he had also agreed to this.....then how could you have anything like that in mind.....

"No way hyung.....she has always been consistent about keeping our relationship without any bond like that....it's just like that....."Jimin tried to clarify......

"Don't you know even a bit about girls emotions and feelings....specially girls like her who are conservative and socialize less, the girls who cares.....they don't just fuck around and take sex just as a means of pleasure......she has always been with you.....only person she can call closest to her.....and then she made relationship with you....she's used to have you around so she may not have realized that she has feelings for you.....and may be that's same for you too Jimin......but once any of you will get apart from other you will realize how much the other mean to you....."Jin tried to make him understand his point and Jimin was getting confused as he was getting correct reason in this....."Hobi proposed her but she hasn't replied to that for such a long time.....first I thought maybe she's really unsure about her feelings.....but now I'm seeingan another explanation for that and I think that fits......maybe she's confused because of this relationship......maybe she doesn't want to end what's between you both and she can't take it further too because of yours condition of friends with benefit......"

"Hyung...... I don't think that's the reason of her not agreeing to Hobi hyung.....she's really emotional person....she must be thinking about everything for even a relationship because I know she would really expect the relationship to last forever ....she gets attached so much......"Jimin tried to validate the point

"Or what if she had already believed that this relationship with you can last forever...."Jin raised a eyebrow in questioning manner.....

"She would've spoke to me about if it was something like thay....we share everything...."Jimin replied trying to convince himself more than elder....

"Just hope that Jimin....that she's not restraining herself back because of you and vice versa for you too...."Jin patted younger's shoulder and walked away still upset about how childish they both were being....I really need to make them both realise the reality,after all it's my brother's and friend's life.....and they both are young and stupid...

Jimin stood there at the same spot for sometime trying to contemplate the things and finally he thought of present situation and about you lying in Namjoon's bed probably in deep sleep now....

He went towards Namjoon's room and opened it and truly you were asleep....he walked towards you tried to lie down along with you but as he came near you seeing your face made him feel some lump forming in his neck...what if she's restraining herself because of you.....what if she has stopped her heart to look for anyone else because she has subconsciously admitted that you are the one who's there for her....

He lost all the courage to sleep next to you....what if I've fucked up her life bad....what if I'm the reason she would never walk ahead in her life.....will I be able to love her.....do I love her??.....no of course not....she's just friend.....I'll find love of my life later someday....

So Jimin just covered your sleeping form with a blanket and went out of the room carefully closing it and making sure nobody will barge in directly and find you in naked form immediately.....that silly could dress you up.....but people do stupid things when they are confused.....

Jimin walked to hall spotting Namjoon on the couch and asked him to tell you that he left due to work and take care of you....

He reached home still in deep thought about you and worried .....he just lied down on bed and didn't know when fell asleep still in thoughts .....