Jack duff

Alone

Trigger warning. Some parts of this are a slight but upsetting and possibly graphic. Don't read if you don't want to.

As Soon as you had said yes there was one person that you wanted to tell the news to. You're Bestfriend  Andy. He had always helped you and you knew that you would be happier if he knew and you would know he'd be happy for you.
Andy: come in
You heard Andy say shortly after you had knocked on the door.
Andy: y/n what are you doing here I thought you were with jack.
Y/n: I am. Well I mean he's also here
You pulled jack through the door
Jack: alright calm down you can tell him now. You couldn't help but smile. Jack was cute and life was getting better
Andy: so what do the lovebirds want then.
Y/n: were getting married. I mean jack proposed to me. I said yes. We're getting married. Agh I'm starting my own little family. Life's getting better.
After you stop rambling on you looked at the boys.  They were both sitting on the end of the bed laughing at you. Laughing at how excited you were. You were like a little child with candy. They didn't care and neither did you.
Andy: omg y/n I'm so glad you're getting happier and life is becoming good for you. But I want to be the best man.
Jack looked to you then to Andy.
Jack: fovvs you are defiantly the best man. You're y/n's best friend for god sake. You're having an important role wether you like it or not.
Y/n: GROUP HUG
All three of you were in the middle of andys room. These two boys made you the happiest and safest when you were around them and you would have it no other way.
Andy: BOYS GET IN HERE.
One by one the boys came into the room at first it was rye then brook then sonny. The saw you hugging and decided to join in the hug before you told them the news.
Y/n + jack : were getting married.
Sonny: yes omg this is going to be the wedding of a life time and one that nobody will forget.
Brook: I'm happy for you.
Brook said and walked out the room slamming the door behind him.
Y/n: what did I do. I didn't mean to upset anyone. I've ruined things again. Why is everything all my fault.
Jack: baby they're not your fault he's just upset with something I'll talk to him in a bit yeah.
Y/n: no jack it is my fault everything is. I'm hopeless
Jack: baby no.
Before he could finish you had also stormed out the room and gone to jacks bathroom you sat there. With the blade in your hand. Sitting in the ground. Anticipating wether you were going to do it or not. Before you knew it blood was streaming down your arm. You hasn't done this for about 8 months now. You were getting better but knowing you just ruined a friendship you hated yourself.
You could hear jack at the bathroom door but you didn't move to let him in you couldn't. You didn't want to upset him.
Jack: y/n let me in I'm here for you I won't upset you or harm you. Ever and I mean that.
Before you could do anything jack barged into the bathroom after hearing you crying. He took the blade off you and picked you up bridal style. He carried you to his room and laid you on his bed.
Jack: FOVVS GET SOME BANDAGES AND GET THEN QUICK.
Jack: princess next time you need to talk to me. What happened wasn't your fault. Don't ever put yourself in that position. I need you to believe that you have people that will help. People like me.
Andy: OMG y/n come here.
He picked you up and hugged you as tight as possible all while jack was putting bandages on your wrist. This was the worst you had ever done it and you felt worse that jack and Andy had to see what a mess you were.

Sorry if this in anyway upset you. There was a small warning at the beginning but it wasn't much. Also comment what you think of this as I'm not sure if it's even interesting anymore. Sorry and thank you for reading xx