na jaemin . a guy who make all the girls in the school drooling at him . well he is defined as the perfect package in the school with his 6 other friends . he is basically one of the most good looking guy in the school , he has the best academic results in the school and he is also very good at sports . name it , he can play it very well .
to make it short , we are classmates and this may look like a lie , but we are close friends . 4 of them is my classmates and like a fate , all of the person in my class are close to each other which kinda makes me close with them . them will be jaemin , jeno , haechan and renjun .
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and it is a lie to say that i didnt have any feelings towards him . i have the biggest crush on him and all of my girl classmates and some of my guy friend know about it . that one day , they accidentally blurted it outloud which turned my life upside down .
flashback .
it was our 1st year being classmates and jaemin and his whole gang , includes our senior already becomes the hot topic in the whole community .
i started to developed feelings for him after around 6 months being classmates . it is always happy being around him . we were never awkward cus we are like the closest friend in the class .
' hey hyuck . ' i said after taking a seat beside him . hyuck and i was kinda like the noisiest partner in the class since we fought a lot and kinda picks around each other a lot .
' what now gummybear ? ' he said , not forgetting the nickname he gave me . i rolled my eyes upon hearing that endless nickname mentioning that i kinda get used to it .
' you do know that i trust you with all of my heart right ? ' he nodded and his eyes showed much anticipation . ' i am gonna ask you this one question but please dont shout it out loud okay ? ' i tell him . he nodded once again .
' what do you think is the best gift i should give jaemin ? cus i kinda like him tho ' i scratched the back of my neck . ' YOU LIKE JAEMIN ? ' he shouted it out loud , his eyes went wide . quickly , i put my hands on his mouth shutting himself up but god was not on my side when na jaemin is practically sitting 2 seats in front of us .
' oh my god ' i mentally facepalmed myself for telling hyuck . i could clearly see the shocked face plastered on gyura , eunju and my other girls classmates face . quickly , i leave the class with haechan shouting my name .
i ended up being at the school park , alone . which i thought i would be . ' hey haewon , you okay ? ' someone said . i look behind and smiled pathetically after seeing jeno was there . ' how am i going to faced him after this jeno ? ' i ended up crying after thinking what will happen to our friendship after this eventhough technically , i wasnt confessing to him . heck , i dont even have any idea on confessing to him knowing that the feelings is not mutual .
he engulfed me into his embrace and patted my head slowly , assuring me that it will be fine . ' miss oh is already in our class and i told her what happened . i didnt mention about what happened but i told her that you were not okay so she told me to go check after you . i was worried haewon since i know how whipped you are for our jaemin ' he explained .
