An Artists Love

"My Dear Love, Don't give up, Please fight for me, fight for our children, for our grandchildren yet to come... Breath not just for me.. But for everyone who loves you..

I love you My Dear, Don't give up" Tears suddenly came rushing in my cheeks, my eyes are getting swelled, I cried from the moment I woke up, and found out that my love, the girl I cherished my whole life was dying. Dying because of cancer.

I never thought about us parting together. The first time Iaid my eyes on her, I knew it, she was the girl i'm going to marry. The girl I will cherish for the rest of my life. The girl i loved since that day I learned how to breath, to live again after having a dark shallow part of my life, I learned to breath again since i saw her smile, and know i am going to stop breathing because of her smile, different from any of her smiles, because this time it was a sad smile, a smile that makes my blood rush fast, my heart beat fast. Different from those smiles that bid a good morning, this sad smile of hers look like a sad smile, bidding farewell for the sunset.

And thou, I loved her, as much as i love my painting, i sweared, i would rather stop painting and die than see her dying, and cry.

If only I could bargain my life for her life, i would do that without having second thoughts.

I love her so much.

I hate to see her cry.

If I could just disappear, and be with her forever.

Together Forever.

I'd rather choose to die than live an empty life without her

this is how i loved her

this is how an artist loves.