When you feel yourself falling to the ground over someone who has no intention of carrying you or even picking you up. That is when you know you're ill. Why would you let yourself drop so close to the cold ground. Maybe you thought you'd feel the heat powering through from the other side, from the core. No one shows you their core anymore. Feelings are so deep inside and when they are just under the surface they break. Straight away, the mind, a taught and clever natural thing takes over the core. They tell you things you love to hear but the surface feelings are still there..hurting and burning.
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