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Who am I?

What does being yourself really mean?

I always ask myself this one question.

Hell, I wish I knew.

One day I feel like I know myself. I know who I want to become. I know exactly who I am, today and now.

Other days, I'm a different me. I'm different.

Yourself. Yourself. Being yourself.

It still boggles me 'til days on end. Myself. Me.

Sometimes I feel like there are a thousand me's.

If there is, then am I fake? Or am I everyone piled into one body?

Am I real?

I hate it.

I hate that I do not know. I'm supposed to know who I am. Because it's me. It's me.

I want to be me, truly me, so badly but how can I ever be me if I don't know who I am.

There are days where I wish I wasn't me. I wish I wasn't born into the life I have been brought up into. Some days I just want to shit on the world. Put up my middle finger and shout "Fuck you"

Other days I want to give everyone I pass a hug, thanking them for their existence. I want to give the world a hug for keeping me safe. Other days, I feel immensely grateful, tears form in my eyes from the feeling of pure bliss.

But, the question still stands at the back of my mind. Who am I?

I wish I knew. I wish.

I change and develop every day. Every day.

It's hard to keep up.

Who am I?

A teen with nowhere to be, no one to see? Or a teen who has the potential to change the world?

Pick and choose. Change and develop. Help and conquer.

Me is a me I cannot change. I am me.

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