You ~ Minsung & Chanlix

-13-

Everything was quiet.

They all stood still, watching Minho's actions.

The knife was hanging loosely in his hand, and his eyes never once left Chan's figure.

Seungmin, Hyunjin, Woojin, Changbin, Jeongin, Chan and Felix were standing close together, while Jisung stood in between the group and Minho.

Jisung took a step forward, even though Minho scared the life out of him at the moment. He just wanted this all to end. He wanted his cheerful, happy, flirty, teasing Minho back.

Minho shifted his gaze over to Jisung.

"Don't" He growled.

Jisung stopped for a mere second, before he continued, slowly walking towards his hyung.

Minho took a step towards Jisung, while tightening the grip on his knife.

Jisung felt his muscles tensing up. His whole body was screaming for him to stop, but he kept going.

Jisung knew Minho was gonna hurt someone, but if there was a mere chance that he'd leave the rest of the team alone by hurting only Jisung instead, Jisung would gladly take the risk.

The stares of the others drilled holes through Jisung's back as he was approaching Minho.

Minho's eyes who once had looked into the younger's, filled with love and lust, were now staring coldly down at him. They were dark. Almost black. His eyes looked lifeless and dead. He looked like a total stranger.

His whole body looked threatening. Jisung was shaking by the time he reached Minho. The youngers cheeks were stained with wet tears.

Minho stared intensely into Jisung's eyes for a second before speaking up.

"You shouldn't have done that" He said lowly through gritted teeth.

Minho gripped a hold of Jisung's shirt, and pulled him closer. Minho slowly lifted the knife in his hand towards, Jisung's throat.

The young squirrel let out a wimpher. His cheeks were soaked in salty water, and his vision was blurt, but he still saw what Minho was about to do.

Minho placed the tip of the cold steel blade up against Jisung's throat. Jisung lifted his chin in an attempt to get away from the knife, but Minho followed after him with the blade, pressing it up against Jisung's throat once more.

Jisung let out a sob. The 7 spectators started crying intensely as well. The quiet sobs escaping Jisung's mouth were heartbreaking to hear.

Minho was about to press the blade through Jisung's skin when Jisung spoke up.

"Please. Minho. Don't" Jisung started sobbing once again. His body was shaking uncontrollably.

Minho stopped in his actions, watching the younger before him. He felt bad seing Jisung like this. He didn't want to hurt Jisung, but he needed to get rid of his emotions. His body was acting on its own. Minho didn't have the strength to fight it.

Jisung saw Minho hesitating, and decided to give it one last try. He reached up one of his hands and grabbed a hold of Minho's hand. He slowly lifted Minho's fingers, trying to get the knife out of the elders grip.

Minho let Jisung take control. He was screaming internally, but his body wouldn't react. He had no control over his actions.

He was screaming, crying and shaking inside, but his body acted totally catatonic. He was incapable of showing any emotion.

Jisung slowly lowered the knife down from his throat. Minho still had a good grip on the handle of the item, but he let Jisung take the object away from him.

He felt so relieved. He never wanted to hurt anyone to begin with, let alone JISUNG of all people.

Jisung carefully pulled the knife out of Minho's grip and tossed it to the ground.

The rest of the SKZ members watched with wide eyes. Jisung was slowly helping Minho with regaining control over his body.

The only problem was Mihho's tight grip on Jisung's shirt. Jisung looked into the eyes of his hyung. Minho's eyes showed a slight spark. Jisung sighed in relief once he saw a tear escape Minho's eye.

The relief quickly vanished as Minho moved his hand from Jisung's shirt, over to his throat. Minho's eyes turned into their previous lifeless state as he started to strangle the younger.

Jisung gasped for air, panicking as he was incapable of inhaling oxygen.

In one last desperate attempt to get Minho back, Jisung grabbed his neck and pulled him in for a harsh kiss.

Minho didn't release his grip. Jisung was slowly loosing his conscience, but faught through it.

He pressed his tounge into Minho's mouth, exploring it like his life depended on it. Minho released Jisung's throat in shock upon the younger's actions.

Jisung pushed the elder off him once he felt like he was about to pass out. He landed on the ground while coughing his lounges out.

The group ran over to Jisung, yelling questions like 'are you ok' and 'Jisung what were you thinking'.

Minho watched form the distance. His mind was in control of his body once again, letting the guilt take control.

He started crying intensely.

Chan and Woojin carried Jisung's weak body over to the van. Minho followed their movements, keeping an eye on Jisung the whole time.

Felix on the other hand was slowly approaching his brother's crying figure.

Felix knew what happened every time they went into their dark state of mind, but he had never had a problem with gaining control over his body, compared to Minho.

Before Felix could reach Minho, the elder bent down and picked up the knife. He looked Felix in the eyes.

"I'm so sorry" Minho said with a shaky voice.

Felix knew what was coming next. He shouted out, trying to stop Minho's actions, but it was too late.

Minho had stabbed the blade of the knife into his own thigh. Felix froze.

Minho let out a whimper and looked up to meet the eyes of everyone staring at him.

While keeping his eyes on the others, Minho pulled the knife out of his thigh, letting the blood flow freely through the open wound.

Felix screamed desperately and immediately dowe down to his brother's level.

Minho had collapsed onto the ground.

Felix threw his flannel off his body, and quickly wrapped it around his brother's leg. He was sitting in a pond of blood.

Changbin quickly picked up Minho's body bridal style and ran over to the van, placing him next to Jisung.

Everybody entered the vehicle, driving off with Felix and Chan following on the two motorbikes.

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