Can't take anymore (Depressed Deku)

Chapter 8

Izuku POV
Why am I still here? Just to suffer! No on cares about me! I don't want to be here!
(Time skip the next day)
I go to school and every says hello and how was your weekend.
They don't really care
I put on a fake smile and pretend everything is ok. But I know that it isn't. I didn't talk to Todoroki at all. When lunch came I didn't eat. I told people that I wasn't hungry. Uraraka shoved a sushi in my mouth and made me swallow it. She laughed and joked "still not hungry? "No sorry I dont have no appetite right now" I did a fake laugh.
See shes just joking around
After lunch I went ot the bathroom and threw everything up.
(Time skip to weeks later)
I haven't eaten or slept in 5 weeks. Wow a month. I feel exhausted. I am hungry and my arm hurts. I have at least maybe 59 cuts maybe more. I carry my blade in my backpack just in case. I 'eat' lunch alone. I have no friends. I ignore everyone now.
They don't care no one does they don't even care
Bakago got released because a villian took over his brain for 6 years making him do everything he did. And he doesn't come and talk or appolagise.
No one cares
My 'family' watches go to my room until school. I dont come out of my room untill school starts. When I get home Aizawa brings food for me and I say I'm working on homework or studying but really I flush the food down the toilet and all I do it watch my ceiling and cut.
Bakago POV
I woke up in a prison cell. I have no memories at all. They released me because a villian was controlling my brain. They told me what the villian made me do. I can't believe I did that! I'm such a dissapoment! I heard when I got back to school that Todoroki cheated on Izuku. Izuku has been eating lunch alone and ignoring everyone. I wondered what is happening with him.one day I walked into the bathroom after Uraraka shoves a sushi in his mouth and he laughs. When I walked into the bathroom i heard someone throwing up. Then I hid and see Izuku walk out. Was he sick? I don't even want to think about what that means. It's been a months and he kept ignoring everyone still and he looks lifeless. One day I follow him home and wait about an hour outside his house. I didn't know what i was doing so he went home. I had a sickening feeling. I ignored it and tried to go to sleep.
Izuku POV
I went home and I cut. I would have at least 100 cuts now. I cut so deep. Their is blood everywhere. Then I slipped and the knife cuts deeper. It hurt yes but it was so relieving. I cut that deep and blood started fill the bathroom. The floor look like it would be strained. I slipped again but the blade stabbed both my eyes. I go the wind knocked out of me and I fell asleep. I laid in my own blood that was still coming out. Shinso was asleep and so were my parents. No one was going to save me this time.
You deserve to die
Black filled me. I was happy to die. No more suffering.