Pressure.

chapter two

Imagine the first summer day after a long time, that particular feeling is something you will talk about for the entire day because it's a feeling that did fade away. Well the next couple of weeks were an example of that, except that people have been talking about my project, particularly about me. Remember how I did tell you about that audition for my latest project, which totally blew up? Yes life has been a roller coaster, it was mentally & emotionally so tiring to see people change because people got to know about the attention I got. I honestly could live days on my own without seeing people, I guess that it had something to do with stuff that happend in my past, it's not that I'm a loner or anything but in the end you have to make your life happen, so why wouldn't you leave everything as it is for a little while? I don't mean to just ignore everyone because that's not how life works, but of course you can put your phone away for some time & think about what you've accomplished & what you are grateful for. So that is exactly what I did, I told my family & parents that they could text or call me if there was something wrong or anything & I turned off my wifi + data. You might be wondering what I did because which teenagers would turn of their phone just to basically think about life? Well I thought about a lot of things & why they made me happy & grateful but I also did think about how I wanted to accomplish my dreams. When I felt ready to go back to the world of social media, I noticed lots of worried texts but besides that my eye caught a e-mail from an agency. I immediately sat straight up, this was something that I only could've dreamt of. At first I thought that it was some sick joke from one of my classmates but when the sentences finally made sense, it was not a joke, it was a real agency that was looking for new talent.