Mind And Matter

What

I can't smile

I can't laugh

I can't cry

I can't talk

I can't eat

I can't sleep

I can't hear

I can't look

I can't love

I can't get

I can't be normal

I can't make friends

I can't not have an anxiety attack

I can't not break down

I can't order

I can't be free

I can't take away pain

I cant.

I just can't.

What?