There's just something about Saturday, something that makes it so desired. Just the calmness of it. I woke up Saturday morning. I turned on my phone, I had 3 new messages. Cam, Ty, and Alys. Of course. As usual I opened the one from Tyler first. He was telling me about how he struck out with Christina. I thanked god for that one. I told him everything would work out, that things always eventually went his way, he told me I was a good friend, And My eyes watered; Because to him that's all I was, His friend.
I walked down the stairs to the living room, and turned on the TV. TV never appealed to me, it all seemed so fake, But since there was nothing better to do I watched Amnt (Americas Next top Model). My god this show is so depressing. Just knowing that I'll never in a Million years look like that.
My mom walked into the room, With that cheerfulness on her face. She was always cheerful. Always. She sat down on the couch next to me, and Said "What're you Watching" . and i nodded towards the TV. "ahh" she said nodding, And she grabbed the remote and turned on some weird show she had dvr'd. I got up off the couch, and walked to the study. Maybe a book would ease my nerves. I picked up my nook and clicked the first book i saw, How to Kill a Mocking Bird. After reading for an hour I drifted off to sleep. I didn't wake up Until About 9o'clock at night. Lovely. Although I did feel alot better. My phone was sitting on the floor next to the chair, I Picked it up, 0 new messages. Even Lovelier.
