May 2009

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Hey .... Dear ... Diary it's been a while, isn't it? I couldn't write to you ... because things get worse at home and yet I'm not even sure if I can call this home or..hell...

1-my parents its always together but I have some doubts that my father manipulates and abuses my mother ... 

2-my brother is happy and safe today, but sometimes I would like to be at his place .... his situation IS ANY OTHERWISE TO MINE!  After this quarrel between my mom and dad, my father forces me to stay to help him in these "EXPERIENCES" and if I don't listen to him.... he told me that he going to kill my brother and my mom ... I bear it all ... any torture, cut, experiments, radioactive tests, everything....of course, he cut me with a scalpel for taking some of my DNA. I even try to mutilate myself but it hurts even more..., he also forced me to swallow some pills that make me feel weak for a couple of days, he also shoots me and kicks me in my stomach to see how much I could resist.....like he always said, he forced me to rape the corpses of his old ex-testers from his old experiences, they were hidden pretty well....and I want to forget that part seriously. Yes, it hurts like hell and I'm almost sick every day! But I really wanted to sacrifice myself for my brother...I didn't want all of this to happen to him! He is my brother and I do everything to save him from dad! Maybe I'm jealous sometimes because he isn't the one who suffers. My dad warned me very well if I said something to someone or at the police he will do the WORST experiences on me .....
If anyone reads my diary...
HeLp ME
~ May 5, 2009 ~

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