avas pov
it's now just a few days after we get home from hawaii, it was so fun there, except for when i went on that zipline, it was scary
it's now may 22nd, the boys are going to japan today, a early flight. they're leaving around 3am
it's currently 12am, the boys are still up talking silently in zachs room, christina went back to nyc by the way, i didn't wanna go back
they're all talking in the room next to me so i can hear them. i groan and roll over trying to fall asleep but i cant
i get up off my guest bed and walk into zachs room, all the boys look at me
"oh hi" corbyn says
"go to sleep" jonah says
"i cant" i say quietly
"come over here" zach says opening his arms
"no let her sleep" daniel says
"i just said i can't.." i say quietly again
i slowly walk over and sit next to zach on the bed, i lean against him shutting my eyes
"well you're clearly tired" jonah says
"i know but i cant sleep.." i say quietly again
2:23am
i wake up to a lot of noise, i keep my eyes shut since i'm literally half asleep
"zach shut up!" jack whisper shouts
i open my eyes and see zach and jack getting suitcases, they're probably leaving
"are you guys leaving.." i question quietly
they both look over
"yes go back to sleep child" jack says
zach walks over and sits down on the bed, he pulls me up and hugs me
"i'm gonna miss you" zach says.
i just mumble, i almost fall asleep with my head on his shoulder again but he gets up and i fall back down on the bed
"bye loser" jack says
i just wave bye and let my arm fall down, they both laugh
