Be With You

Chapter 5: A little time alone...in bed

The sunlight was shining brightly against the new couple who were cuddling each other on the king sized bed that was probably Guren's.

The brunet opened his eyes slowly revealing two violet orbs under the lid. He smiled as he saw the sight before him,under his arms. Wrapped around protectively,a beautiful man -as what Guren called him- was sleeping soundly.

The ray of sunlight that shone above his lover making his skin looked more porcelain-like and his silver hair shone brightly. This was an unforgettable sight.

He lifted his hand to stroke Shinya's hair. So soft he thought. He chuckled when he saw a small smile across Shinya's face. He was happy that he finally confessed to Shinya yesterday night.

He still remember when he was absolutely head over heels over the fair man when they were teenagers.

"Guren you should tell Shinya how you feel about him..." Said the boy with blonde hair. Guren looked at his friend with disbelief eyes. "Goshi,you know that he would just tease me for that". The brunet had his attention caught by the floor.

"What if he don't feel the same way..."

The brunet didn't noticed when the silvernet caught him staring. He was about to tease the other but he noticed the brunet was in his thoughts. He began to worry when the brunet looked a little lost for awhile.

"Hey, Guren..." Shinya started making the latter startled. The brunet didn't realise when did his lover woke up. "Yes?" Guren said as he brought his lover closer to him. The fair man snuggled closer to him on his chest before looking up to see the other.

Shinya had a soft look in his eyes making the brunet hold his breath. It was also one of Shinya's charming features that Guren admired the most. Shinya's eyes that was coloured with crystal blue eyes that really shone so bright in the dark. God I could just drown in his eyes right now

"What were you thinking?" The fair man said with a wide smile across his face. "Nothing in particular...I was just thinking about the time when I was completely lovesick over you ever since I laid eyes on this beauty". Said the raven head with a smirk.

Shinya eyes went wide before he let go a charming laugh. Guren smile widen and there was a shade of pink coloured his face. He tried to act annoyed but with Shinya laughing cutely,he couldn't help but smile more.

"Wow Guren...I didn't know you would say that" said the silvernet while gasping. "Oh shut up!" Guren acted annoyed although the smile is still glued to his face.

They were both staring at each other with love shaped eyes. But then that silence were soon broken by the silvernet. It felt wrong when Guren saw Shinya smiling but it didn't reached his eyes. There were sadness secretly hidden behind those blue eyes he cherished.

"Everything alright?" Said the brunet worriedly. The latter shook his head as he said, "It's that...it sounded like you were lying. Shinya mumbled out the last part quietly. The brunet gave him a confused and hurt look.

Shinya sigh before answering. "Guren...you never loved me when we met. Shinya's smile faltered before he forced it. "You were in love with Mahiru remember?". The brunet couldn't help but flinched at her name.

"You didn't know...I really like Mahiru" Said the brunet. Shinya's looked like he was trying not to cry when Guren mentioned that. Guren noticed so he continued. "I really admire her. She was elegant, beautiful,smart. I thought that no one could compare to her. Until I met you...".

Shinya was averting his eyes from Guren but the brunet didn't missed when he saw sparks lighten in those blue eyes. "When I first saw you,I was too mesmerized by your beauty. You looked so soft and fragile that I was even afraid to touch you. And the way you smile, I felt like my world became brighter than ever". Guren stopped when he saw Shinya's eyes became watery.

Guren smiled and brought his arms around the silvernet's waist and pulled him closer. He leaned down and pressed his lips to Shinya's forehead after he pushed some of his soft white strains that was covering his face.

"You were annoying but I couldn't get myself to shove you away. It was as if you're the fire that kept me warm in the night,without you I would die in coldness. One day you suddenly found out about me and Mahiru. You offered me your help to get closer to her. Little do you know, I think it as a chance to get closer to you. Because while I like Mahiru,I would always love you".

Guren began to hear quiet sobs coming out tomorrow the latter until it became louder. The brunet only hugged him hopefully as comfort. As the sobs quiet down, Guren cupped Shinya's face to meet his blue eyes that he admired the most.

Guren leaned down and closed the distance between them. The kiss was soft. Guren nibbled Shinya's lower lip. The silvernet then opened his mouth giving access for Guren to devour him. Shinya moaned when Guren slipped his tongue into his mouth and started to explore it. Shinya grabbed Guren's black strains in his hands and pulled it for a bit.

Soon the broke the kiss. Each of them was panting and Guren couldn't help but admire the beauty in front of him. Shinya's face was flushed and his lips were swollen from the kiss. Heavy breaths coming out from his mouth and tears were formed.

Shinya looked so beautiful and vulnerable. The sight made Guren wanted to go further but he'll only do it when the silvernet is ready.

"Let's go and have breakfast okay?" Asked the brunet. Shinya couldn't help but smile. He liked the moments where Guren would drop his I-dont-care-if-the-world-is-gonna-end mask and becomes soft and caring about him. He knew Guren had a soft spot for him but just couldn't admit. "Yeah, let's go".