His Broken......

Chapter Two(2)

Playlist: "Give Me Some Sunshine".
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Waking up, I look at the clock on my drawer beside my bed and it is very late, I really needed that sleep because its going to be a long night again, when I was a child I dread this time of the day because that's when the monster comes out to play, then I would lock myself in my closet shaking in fear and dreading what the monster had on mind for that night, but he always found me and when he does my punishment for that day will be increases and with time I got used to waiting for him to fetch me from my room and beats me to the sitting room, where he has the fun of his life. Sitting up from my bed, I remove my underwear I have to please him or its more scars for me, the sound of his car parking makes me think of how my life got to this, "where did I go wrong?", I ask myself, am not as strong as I try to portray, am scared that one day he will leave me in my own pool of blood and I won't wake up anymore. The girl I use to know faded away before I could even ask her to stay with me, making me lonely. 
I wait for him to his presence known in my room, the sound of his shoe walking up the stairs is all I hear, dreading his presence but the voice of mom stops him instead, pleading with him with tears and pains present in her voice as she begs him, "please David, she's still sore from last night and her wounds are still fresh, I beg of you not tonight", she says in tears, I move to my door and put my ear on it listening to their conversations, "but, I need her tonight", he respond awfully sweet, "I will replace her please", she reply, "you are old Elle, she's still young", he taunts, "the holiday is around the corner please, don't let them see her with open wounds", she says pleading, "fine, then I will wait for my new year treat", he shouts like a child, who is being denied a candy the sound of his retreat is all I hear and I slide down my door facing the standing mirror in my room, I place a hand in my racing heart to calm it down.
I pick up my Bluetooth player and play the first song on my playlist, closing my eyes I feel tears gushing out of my eyes rolling down my cheeks and drops on my folded arms, I try to remember who I once was but I can't recollect, "who was I before the storm?", I don't know instead my memory is filled and replaced with pains,horror and nightmares, the person I am meant to run to when the monster comes around is the one am hiding from, I want peace and I can only find that in deep slumber. I try to remember when it all started but I was too young when it started, I looked upon him innocently but I didn't know there was nothing innocent about him, I felt betrayed and hurt by him and I still do..........