31 days with Exo's Kyungsoo.

Day three.

I couldn't believe my eyes.. Am I really seeing Kyungsoo standing in front of me? Yes he was there and I was crying like a fool.

He didn't move an inch. He kept looking at me. After a while I crashed him by hugging tightly. He didn't say anything until I calmed down. I parted away and he looked at me smiling.

"You came I can't believe.." I mumbled.

"I was missing you.." I don't know how could he sound so normal. I can clearly feel he wasn't fine but he always hides his emotions as of he was afraid to show even to me.

"I missed.." This time I couldn't say, he hugged me tightly.

"Laven, I am going for a long time. I never spend the times you always asked for. I am not a perfect boyfriend. I am sorry. I am sorry." His voice was shaking..

"Soo.. None is perfect. I am still thankful for everything you gave me." I said as I wrapped my arms around him.

We stayed like that for a moment. Finally he let me go. The day passed as we talked. We talked the whole night staying up.

He doesn't talk too much but he is a great listener. He listened to my every words and one thing he said before we both decided to rest for a while.

"I want to spend the rest time with you before I go..."

I was happy, I was sad. I don't know what was I feeling. The sun was rising and my heart was beating faster. With the starting of a new day we started the new chapter of our life.

I think I should start counting the days from now on. The third day after I heard he is going to be enlisted.

The day was lazy.. Like we both was. Last night we talked too much so we just rested today.

He insisted me that he would cook everyday for me and finally I gave in. He made breakfast as I just sat there silently staring at him.

We ate together and finally we decided to go out.

We went to the park nearest my home. We spent the day there, doing nothing much as we both were still not believing we were together.

But I believed the moment his soft hands touches mine and the walk to home didn't feel lonely.

"I am soo happy that you are here with me." I said leaning my head on his shoulder.

01.06.2019