Stalkerish

Lonely or Bitchy

I was back in the same place in my fourth period class. Speech, this class itself wasn't boring but I still despised it. Why? Because everyday after this class I have to take the same way to fifth period and see him again. Who is he? My kind of sort of maybe ex. He was a year older than me and 6 inches taller. He was my first kiss, and broke up with me when I didn't want to take it farther. We were only together for 2 months, so I thought it was to fast. The relationship came to a fast stop when a friend, that liked him, told me that her friend saw him and his ex kissing. He said that I shouldn't be mad because we were never 'together' but was that a really excuse, to me it wasn't. Now every day I see him pass by with that same smug grin. This class was torture that lead up to that. I would sit here waiting for it to be over like in most of my classes. I would get in do the work and wait for 45 minutes to pass. In most class it was like that. I would sit in my sit, listen to my friend Jen talk about how great Guns and Roses are. Most days I would talk to her but today I was tired of people. I didn't want to say a uncalled for snarky response so I kept quiet. Today already sucked. I got to school at 8:30 so I only had 15 minutes to spend in the library. On the way to class I saw him again. I wasn't very strong so my friend Sobia had to grab my arm so I wouldn't run up to him. I miss his hugs, god I was so sad. In first period was boring as usual, second was PE and April ditched me for Daniel. Ronny wasn't in 3rd so I was alone. For the rest of the day it was the same. None of my friends were here and the ones that were knew I was in a foul mood so they avoided me like a new plague.