I blush and walk out of their group hug. They all break up and look at me. I just frown and walk away. I got list in my thoughts about the accident. I could've prevented it. But no. Cuz I was on my damn phone. She told me to help her watch and I didn't! It's my fucking fault! I cry as I run up the stairs. I slam my bedroom door and throw myself at the bed. I grab a razor blade when suddenly someone bursts thru my door.
"Y/N NO!" Zach says as he walks to me and pushes me down on the bed, pinning my arms to the side while on top of me . He stares at me then gets off me once he realizes what he's doing. I noticed he got a boner... But I didn't really care. It's probably just teenage hormones. He doesn't like me. He's too cute. I'm ugly. I cry more. "Why are you crying y/n" "it's my fault my sister died! She told me to help her look while in the car and I didn't! I was too busy playing on my phone! I'm a horrible fucking sister. It's my fucking fault!" I screamed while crying. I hated this so much.
"It's not your fault y/n. Nothing's your fault. Trust me. If you got pregnant that wouldn't be your fault either." I look at him in shock. "I-i mean. Idk. Idk what I mean. Forget I said that. I have a question for you. " "Shoot " I said. "Do you like me?" He says. I think when suddenly my phone rings. He walks out. I pick it up. It's my mom. "Yeah mom?" "Sweetie. Guess what!" "What mom?" " I won myself a trip to Japan for 2 years! I'm gonna be gone for two years. I'm sorry. I'm not coming back for two years. I'm sorry. Ly bye." I cry as the line cuts off. I throw my phone at the wall. I got o pick it up and it's fine. No cracks or nun. I scream as I run downatairs. I throw my phone at the ground and it still survives without a mark! I get mad and throw myself on the ground. I cry and scream. " Hey. Hey. Hey. Y/n calm down. What's wrong? ", Jonah says. " MY MOMS A FUCKIMG WHORE . I HATE HER DUMBASS". I scream. " Woah. Okay. Calm down. What happened?" Jack says. " SHE AINT GONNA BE BACK FOR TWO FUCKING YEARS. SHE WON A 'JAPAN TRIP' ZACH DO YOU KNOW ABOUT THIS!?" "Yes. And I'm pissed too cuz I don't want to see you upset. " He says. I run to him and hug him, crying in his arms.
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Babysitter - Zach Herron
RomanceYou're 17. Your parents left the country for a few months. And they hired a babysitter for you. But what you don't exeoct happens... you fall in love with your babysitter. He's famous and you knew that . you are a huge fan of him and his band. but y...
