I've wanted to starve myself before.
I have big thighs, and I hate them. Sometimes when I feel really insecure about them and someone touches my leg, I just want to scream.
I feel fat, and that's probably because I am.
Everything about me is horrible.
I've wanted to cut off eating, but never making myself throw up. I hate throwing up, so I wouldn't do that. But I've purposely not eaten.
But usually I have to eat, because that's me. I'm fat, and I have to have food.
Only one person knows about this.
I'm not telling anyone else.
