•My Inner Thoughts to My Ex•
Dear ex, I do not forgive you for the cheating or the lying.
I do not forgive you for all of the emotional abuse.
I do not forgive you for all the sorrow you gave me.
I do not forgive you for all the time, money and effort I put into our relationship, yet you gave 10% back.
I do not forgive you for hurting me like you did.
I do not forgive you for the trust issues I now have in relationships because of how bad you fucked me up.
I do not forgive you for making it so when I look in the mirror, I can't love myself.
I do not forgive you for making me feel not good enough for anyone or anything.
I do not forgive you for all of the holier than thou bullshit excuses you always gave.
I do not forgive you for the loss of our baby.
I do not forgive you for making me feel like it was all my fault things went bad.
I do not forgive you for constantly victimizing yourself when you were the one harming me.
I do not forgive you for all the guilt trips.
Things went bad because I was the only one giving effort in our relationship.
Our relationship failed because YOU had already moved on.
Our relationship failed because I LOVED TOO MUCH AND YOU DIDN'T LOVE ME ENOUGH.
Our relationship failed because YOU DIDN'T RESPECT ME ENOUGH TO SEE I DESERVED BETTER THAN YOUR CHEATING AND LYING.
Reasons our relationship didn't fail:
-The distance (CONSIDERING I FLEW TO SEE YOU WHEN I COULD.)
-You not receiving enough love and attention (I FACETIMED YOU EVERY DAY.)
-Me being unfaithful. (YOU CHEATED ON ME. I NEVER CHEATED ON YOU.)
What I actually said when you called it off: "it's okay. I understand. I love you."
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Dear Goodbye
Short StoryThese are letters to the ones I love, everything I have wanted to say, but didn't, to spare their feelings.
