Dark Night

This is starting to scare me

This is starting to scare me

I'm starting to scare

myself again

I fear my addiction will

never let me go

But it may be the only

thing that wants to hold

I'm getting sick of this

loneliness

I'm getting sick of not

trusting anyone

I'm getting sick secrets

But if I let them go will

people scream and run?

Or well they let me be

me?