I'm scared of falling in love again*
I truly believe I've been in love before once.
It was a beautiful girl.
She was both straight and taken.
But I "crushed on her" for two years.
I'm scared because I don't want to be in that state again.
I'm scared because I don't want to force myself into relationships to get over someone again.
I'm scared because I don't want to sit in my room at two am crying because the realisation hit that they will never love me.
I'm scared because I don't want to hurt like that again.
I don't want to cry everytime I see a certain colour because it reminds me of ten.
I'm scared because I think I'm still in love.
I'm scared because she doesn't love me back.
