The next morning I had woken up at 4:20 am I normally wake up early but not this early. I got up and made coffee. I grabbed my phone looking through instagram which i haven't been on since I met the boys. I noticed my following has went up. I was getting some hate then I saw a photo from when Jonah took me to the movies. People were saying things like "she's just trying to get attention" "Jonah would never date an ugly bitch like her" and "she's just a fan that wants Jonah's dick" there were some supportive comments too and I didn't let hate get to me. The fans always hate on the boys girlfriends because they are jealous. I personally think that Gabbie and Christina are so sweet and I really want to meet them. I waited for around an hour before I heard Jonah getting up.
Alyssa: good morning sleepyhead
Jonah: morning
Ugh his morning voice is so hot.
Alyssa: I made coffee
Jonah: thanks
We sat drinking coffee and talking about some random things.
Jonah: I should get going home
Alyssa: ok
Jonah: oh wait i forgot to ask you something.
Alyssa: what is it
Jonah: um i was wondering if you could possibly draw the band
Alyssa: yeah okay
He smiled and then left. After a few days I had finished the drawing
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but Jonah wasn't talking to me at all I have no idea why. I drove to the boys house to give it to them. I knocked on the door. Jack had answered the door.
Jack: hey
Alyssa: is Jonah here?
Jack: yeah I'll go get him.
Alyssa: ok
I waited outside for a minute the Jonah came out.
Jonah: why the hell are you here? You just wanted my attention so you could spread rumors and drama about me. All you are is an annoying fangirl. I don't want to see you again. You don't deserve my or any of the boys attention. Everything you say is lies. I can not believe you made up a story about your fake boyfriend. And don't try talking to me again. You were just a waste of my time.
I was in shock. I was really mad but I felt tears come to my eyes
Alyssa: here is the picture you wanted
I shoved it into his chest and walked away. I got in my car and drove home. I was too sad to do anything I thought Jonah cared about me. walked to the kitchen opening the refrigerator grabbing a bottle of vodka. I know I'm underage but I honestly don't care right now. I opened the bottle while taking it to the living room. I just started chugging it and that is what I did for the next 2 weeks.
2 weeks later
Jonah's POV
It was pretty late I was driving to Alyssa's apartment I haven't forgiven her I don't think I ever will, but I was bringing her the spare key she gave me. I knocked on the door but there wasn't an answer. I unlocked the door and opened it. I saw her bawling in the couch with an empty bottle of vodka in her hand. She was a mess.
Jonah: um...Alyssa
She kept crying. She didn't hear me. She was really drunk I saw her grab another bottle. I ran over to her and grabbed it out of her hand.
Alyssa: hey.. give that back
Jonah: no
She tried to get it from me
Jonah: Alyssa stop it
She slumped down onto the couch.
Alyssa: I miss him so much
She said between sobs.
Jonah: who?
Alyssa: Jonah... he hates me now.. I don't even know what I did.... I think I'm in love with him... Im so fucking confuseeddd.....uggghhhh
She kept crying. She didn't know she was talking to me. She loves me? I carried her to her room of course she was fighting me and telling me to leave her alone while she was crying. I felt really bad for yelling at her. I laid her gently on her bed. I walked back in the living room cleaning up the empty bottles. I was debating if I should stay with her. I decided to lay on her couch.
