Dear diary
A lot happened last night
And I mean a lot after I spotted him crying
Me and max had a talk
He told me he wasn't happy
He said he didn't want to live anymore
I asked why
Yet he didn't know, he thinks the world is against him.
I tried to comfort him, I told him how much he is loved and how much he is adored by everyone
He wouldn't believe me
How could someone as perfect as him feel this way?
We ended up arguing
I got annoyed at him
I felt like he couldn't trust me
And that he thought I was lying
I would never lie to him.
We both got upset
his mum Sara called and said he needed to stay over mine for the night as she had to go somewhere.
He 'slept' in the spare room
And-by 'slept', I mean I couldn't sleep so went to go check on him and found him awake crying.
I just remember hugging him tight and apologising.
He fell asleep hugging me with his head in my neck
I layed back, stroking his hair and soon after fell asleep cuddled into him.
And now we are here, today
max woke me up around 9
He's in the shower right now
He seems a lot happier today, you know, more max.
We are going out to all our favourite places
I don't really know why he wants to do this
But I'm totally down
Anyways
He's getting out of the shower now so I better go
Talk to you soon :)
