why can't you? || Markhyuck

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Mark woke up not feeling so good, the weather was chilly yesterday maybe he caught a cold.

He got out of his bed and looked over where Haechan is sleeping. He saw him sleeping peacefully on his bed, not looking tired like he did before.

The older went over to the bathroom to go do his usual morning routine.

On his way to the bathroom, he noticed a picture laying on the ground. He, of course, picked it up and took a look at it. He saw Haechan with another guy, they looked happy.

Haechan was smiling so brightly, so is the guy next to him.

"What are you doing!? " Haechan said suddenly and ran towards Mark. He took the picture in the speed of light and looked at the older like he's about to murder him, but there was something more to it than just being mad at him.

"I-i just saw this on the ground a-and-" The older was cut off. "Don't fucking mess with other people's stuff !" He groaned and sighed walking towards his bed.

"I didn't mean to! I just saw it on the ground and looked. I was in the process of giving it back to you!" Mark defended crossing his arms.

"I don't fucking care !" The red head yelled, he seems like he's on the verge of crying.

Mark noticed and slightly frowned.

"Okay, Haechan, I'm sorry. I didn't mean nothing but good, I promise." Mark said softly trying to calm him down.

Haechan looked over at the older, his eyes a bit glossy with tears. "Forget it." He murmured looking at the picture now. The person in the picture seems special.

Mark sighed, and then sneezed.

Haechan looked over at towards the older. "Are you sick?" He softly mumbled sniffing.

"Ah I guess so." 

Haechan looks like he went through a lot as an individual. He reacts with so much emotions about stuff related to him, and would do anything to keep everything as a secret to prevent anyone from knowing anything related to him. But wouldn't it ease the pain to tell someone?

Maybe sharing pain with someone who has the same kind of pain would make sense to him, but sharing it with someone who never experienced such thing would maybe make him look weak and fragile in their eyes, which he don't want that.

Haechan doesn't want anyone to feel sorry for him, or treat him any special based on what he experienced. But still, he shouldn't always consider an act of kindness as feeling sorry for him.

Did he consider anything Mark did just because he felt sorry for him ? That the older felt sorry seeing him drunk, heart broken and lost ? He said it himself that no one does something for free, everyone wants something in return. Maybe Haechan is right. Maybe Mark did want something from him. But does that mean Mark have bad intentions?

What are even his intentions ? Does seeing someone like Haechan sad make Mark also sad? But why ?

Maybe it's because Mark want to be his friend .

After a while, Haechan looked at the older swimming in his own thoughts, sneezing every now and then.

I guess he didn't cover up himself well last night Haechan thought.

The older was frowning while being deeply caught in his thoughts, he really gets upset and easily worked up, and his emotions are always written all over his face.

The younger sighed, took a final look at the photo in his hands and then hid it.

He walked over to the older, sat down next to him and looked over at him, Mark did the same thing.