Little du beke

The fall out

Jess's pov
"I hate you, I hate you, I hate you, you can go to Benidorm and live with your brother your a disappointment to this family, I've booked you a flight good riddance" I hear my mum screaming from down stair, I start to cry as I'm packing my suitcase I tell my big brother Kenneth that my mums about to kick me out and just as I expected he's letting me live with him, I finish packing my suitcase put on my converse shoes and walk out the door without saying goodbye to my mother
About half an hour later
I get on the plane and I'm currently looking out of the window with tears rolling down my cheek I start to think about the things my mum has said to me such as, 'she hates me' or 'I'm a disappointment' or 'she wishes I was never born' I shake those feelings out my head well at least try to, anyhow I'm going to see my big brother soon, I miss him sooo much it's been almost 3 years since I saw him, yeah we talk on the phone and text each other but it's not the same, my mental health is really bad at the moment ever since Kenneth has left, my mum Verbally abuses me with hurtful comments and the kids at school tease me and bully me for being different, you see I've never really fit in, I'm identical to my brother, I dress the same, I have the same attitude and we have the same interests but people don't see that and well I do get goby with a lot of people but let's be real they deserve it, and when my mental health does get bad when I have panic and anxiety attacks or just break down because of depression I just wanted My brothers shoulder to cry on, but he wasn't there which was probably the hardest thing
We are landing in Benidorm in approximately 5 minuets, the weather is a lovely 30 degrees and there's not a cloud in the sky
I hear the pilot say through the speakers, I fasten my seat belt still crying may I add and wait till touch down
We touched down in Benidorm and I get off the plane, it was lovely, I got my luggage and see a tall, tanned, very handsome, black haired man standing there with a sign reading out my name, I walk over to him and he says "ahh you must be jess, Kenneth's sister, no?" He asks me "yeah that's me" I reply while smiling, he smiles back "okay let's go, but first why are your eyes all red and puffy?" He asks me "umm I'll tell you when we get in the car" I say he just nods as we walk out of the airport and into the car "you ready to tell me?" He asks "I don't even know your name hah" I say "oh yes I'm mateo, I'm a good friend of your brother,Kenneth he's missed you" he says "oh well I've missed him to and I'm jess by the way" I say "yes I know I was holding up the sign" he then adds "oh yeah haha" I then say we both start laughing "so you ready to tell me now?" He asks "well mateo let's put it this way, my mother is not a nice person, she said truly horrible things about me and my brother and well it just got overwhelming" I say "ahh I understand, well I think your beautiful, Don't listen to your mother she sounds like how do you say, a bitch" he adds "hahah, yeah you can say that again" I say "we are here at the solana, you ready to go in?" He asks me "as ready as I'll ever be" I answer