Dear death

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Hey old friend we were talking about a girl who you took out the other day (by her own will) the others thought that you were a horrible and terrible thing. But to me your not ugly or useful at all. Because you take the weak the sick the ill and put them at rest and take them on a beautiful adventure. Is it always a quick one no, i remember when i use to beg you to take me and let me have me adventure but i can see now your not ready for my adventure i can see that you take the broken ones that can't heal who won't be okay and leave the ones who need to stay that you think should still stay with you partner life, i can see now that your the wise one of the duet the one that has to be the bad guy in people's eyes i see now you take only people whose time is up who needs to go and it isn't my time. And hopefully old friend mine isn't for a long time because unlike the girl who was tortured and beat by life and wasn't appreciated. I am i can see that i am and i know these kids talk about how they were there for her that they wish she came to them about this sadness, that they never saw this coming but the truth is they're all liars and fakes i was there when she was alive they didnt care they talked shit on her they tore her down they abandoned her and the only reason they care now is because it too late. Because they know they were the worst to her and they don't want to be blamed. Even im at fault, i called her and talked about all my problems and told her how i wish that night that you would of taken me that this life i have is not worth living. I wonder if i knew what was gonna happen i promise that i wouldn't of said any of those things i wish that she opened up to me and that she didnt call you and told you to take her i wish you saw what i saw in her because she was beautiful and she was kind and helped everyone she made me happy and yes she hid in her room and maybe she didnt cut herself but if you looked at her stories then you would see how depressed and how sad she was but, also thank you for taking her yes i will be in pain for a little over this for a wheal
Thanks

Teen girl.

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