Is it hard understanding, I'm incomplete?

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"Would you just give me your hand already? I said I'm sorry." Your boyfriend, Gerard said to you.

"No. Just leave me alone. I'm going home and we're done." You snap back wanting to cry but having to be strong.

You walk home angry and crying. You can't believe he did this...3 years together and he forgot... How could he? You get home and go to your bedroom.

You throw you purse at the wall bad throw yourself on your bed. Best way to start the week. If Mondays didn't suck already. He made it worse.

A few minutes pass and you begin looking through twitter and see a tweet from him.

'Oh My God..she was serious..I'm such a jerk..now I may ever get her back.'

You quick up a tweet saying, 'You're grasping at straws, bucko. You really screwed up.' And put your phone on your bed. After you put your phone down, you felt tired. So, you fell asleep. When you got up it was dark outside.

You picked up your phone and saw a text from Gee, "Baby, if you don't forgive me, I. Understand. But please just talk to me. I need to explain."

You replied, "Come over. We'll talk this out like adults."

Within a few seconds, you heard a knock on your door.

'What the heck?' You think to yourself.

You open the door bad there stands a Red eyed Gerard. His shaggy black hair looking more messy than usual from him running his hands through it. He looked like a little kid who had just lost his best friend.

You folded your arms bad leaned against the doorframe.

"You don't have to get back together with me..but please just listen, I really screwed up. I get that, I'm messed up, I do things that are wrong.. I make bad choices... Forgetting our 3 year anniversary, was one of those bad choices. But a choice I'm certain will never be a bad choice, is loving a girl as amazing, beautiful, wonderful, crazy, caring, creative, loving and over all, understanding..and I hope you understand that we've both had crazy schedules lately. I honestly thought that it wasn't until tomorrow..I thought today was the 2nd I didn't know it was the 3rd...I...I'm incomplete without you...and I'm sorry.." He said to you just looking deeply into your eyes.

You stood there for a couple minutes without saying a word.

"I..I guess I know how you feel" he said as a tear started to well up in his eyes.

"No. Wait...please come back, Gerard." You say to him still trying to wrap your head around what just happened.

He turned around and looked back at you with a little glint of hope shimmering in his eyes.

You told him to come inside for a moment.

When he came inside you closed the door and walked over to the couch, "Sit down a minute." You tell him

He sits down and you look at him, "Gerard, do you know why I was so upset?" You ask him.

"Because I'm stupid?' He says.

"No. Because this is a special day..I wanted to only spend it with you..you wanted to have to guys hanging out, too. That's fine, but we spend every other day together. I just want 1 day of the year, with you." You say to him.

"I'm sorry..if you give me 1 more chance, I promise, I'll show you how much I love you, how much you mean to me and I'll stop spending as much time with the guys. I promise. I just want you to know that I need you." He says as he grabs your hands.

You hold your arms out asking for a hug.

He hugs you and you're taken over by the smell of his Cigarettes and Cologne.

After a couple of seconds, you begin to cry and you start to notice that he is too.

"Gerard, are you okay?" You ask.

"I am, now that I know that WE are okay. I thought i lost you forever." He says wiping his eyes.

"Gerard, I would have come back by tomorrow..I'm lost without you." You say smiling at him.

After a second, he looks at you, leans in and kisses you.

"That I would've missed the most." He says as he kisses you again.

"How about anniversary dinner, Gee?" You ask.

"Let's go." He tells you, grabbing your hand and taking you to your favorite restaurant.

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⏰ Last updated: Oct 03, 2014 ⏰

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