T R U S T E D ~ A Kian Lawly Fan fic ~

Rileys POV

I ran down to the house so I could go to my room. I ran past everyone in the living room and all the party people that I didn't know so I could get to my destination without any distractions.

I was swiftly moving to my room when some random man grabbed my arm and pulled me into the crowd. I couldn't see who it was and I was hoping it was kian, jc or Matt. I quickly realized it wasn't. "What's a sweet, juicy thing like you moving so fast for?" the man that had grabbed my arm said. i could finally get a clear look at him and he had purple hair with green eyes and was around 28. He was tall with a little bit of a pudge. His breath spilling out with the wreak of alcohol. "Um can you please let go of me, I have somewhere to be" I stated. "Your not going anywhere little girl" he tightened the grip on my arm as he said that. I started to cry hysterically and tried to scream but my body just wouldn't let me. I tried to look around for kian hoping to find help. But I couldn't find him. We finally reached a room, I couldn't see because of my tears but I could tell it was JC's room. I started crying even harder when he slung me onto the bed. Once he slung his body on top of me. "Your going to have fun tonight" he whispered in my ear. It felt as if everything was going in slow motion. I could feel him forcing himself on me. 3 minutes. then 5. Then 10. It felt like days. All I could do was cry. I kept trying to scream. Then finally my voice let me. I screamed as loud as I could and it worked. Ricky ran is to find what was happening and pushed him off of me. They wrestled each other to the ground as I kept screaming and crawled up in a corner while crying. The man was winning as was beating the fuck out of Ricky. Finally Kian and Jc came in and helped. They wrestled him to the ground and kicked him out.

I was so terrified I just stayed there in the corner. With my body exposed to everyone in the room. Ricky was the only one who actually ran over to me. He covered me with a blanket and helped me up, comforting me as much as he could. Jc and kian watched as Ricky wrapped his arms around me to make me stop shaking. I looked at them to see what expression was on their face. Jc still looked mad, as well as kian. They were both still hurt by me. And I didn't blame them. They both walked out saying nothing.

Ricky looked at them walk out in shock. "I can't believe Them right now. You just got raped and their still mad?!?" Ricky was furious. "Stay here riley, I'll be right back". Ricky unwrapped himself from me and stormed after kian and Jc.

I knew I had to leave, all I was doing was screwing things up. I wrapped the blanket around me and left to go to my room. Everyone and anything that was in my way got pushed down. I reached my room and got dressed. I packed up all of my clothes as fast as I could and set an alarm on my phone for 4:45 am. I knew none of the boys would be awake by then. I grabbed a notepad and a pen and started writing.

Dear Boys,

I'm sorry, I didn't mean to mess everything up. I didn't mean to break hearts. I didn't mean to annoy. I didn't mean to get anyone mad. I love each one of you. I'm going to miss our memories. But I'm catching a flight today to North Carolina so I can go back home. You guys don't understand how sorry I am. I love yall.

Kian. I love you. And I'm sorry.

-riley

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I then locked my door and cried myself to sleep.