Setting fire to our insides || Stillinski ||

Chapter 8

Emily's POV

Fumbling with the keys to my house while looking back at the jeep turning off my block. With blurred vision I ran up the stairs surprised that I didn't fall on my face. I slammed the door and jumped on my bed while crying and wondering if my I did the right thing. I rush to my phone a tapped on the first name i saw "Al."

*ring ring*

"Hello Em?" He said as he responded sounding like he has been crying as well.

"Al I'll need help I feel horrible and and and." Was all I can get out.

"Em calm down what's wrong."

"Stiles told told me that he still love love me."

"Isn't that good why are you crying."

"Because I told told him that I love him but I can't be with him." I said crying even harder now. Then I heard Al crying too.

"Al why why are you cry-crying."

"Em I need to tell you something important."

"Al your scaring me just tell me already."

"Ok ok you know how I am a fallen angel, and your job is to protect the one we are get and I got you." Al explained

"What?"

"My life job is to protect you. So that means I feel what you feel so if you feel sad I'm sad. If your hurt, I'm hurt so if you have a certain emotion you are feeling then I will know exactly how you feel."

"Is this good or bad?" I asked still confused how I feel about this like Al is on of my close friends but I feel like he has to take care of me and I feel bad because I have a lot of shit going on right now.

"I don't know yet."

"Ok well Al I'm sorry for you having to deal with my crap but I have to go and try to sleep this off." I said trying to lighten the mood.

"Well I would have to deal with someone's crap anyway so I'm glad its you." Al said chuckling.

I changed in PJs and out my phone on my nightstand and went to bed without even having dinner.

I woke up to my mom opening my door and peaking her head in. She say I was awake and started to tell me to get ready for school. Worst idea of life.

"Mom I don't feel to good right now can I just sleep in today." I said trying to sound convincing.

"Fine but I'm going to work today and you better stay home until I come back." My mom replied not fully convinced but she knew I didn't have a good night.

I woke up again today this time by my annoying ass brother screaming

"HONEY IM HOME." Then running in his room to get whatever and left again. I couldn't sleep anymore so I started just thinking and that made me cry even more.

"Great Em why do you have to think." I said to myself. Then my mom screamed saying a friend was here for me. I looked out my window through my blurring vision. I saw a strawberry blonde figure walk from her car to my front door.

"PARTYYYY TIME!!!" She screamed while my head was still in my pillow.

"Em were are you?" She continued talking

" In my room." I said while my voice cracking.

"Em you werent in school what is your proble-." Lydia said while walking in my room

"Oh my god Em what happened, why are u crying." Lydia quickly said shocked and running to my bed to comfort me.

"St- St- Stiles." Was all I can get out.