Love of the Spirit - Junjou Romantica

Chapter 1 : Time had passed since you left me

Chapter one of the sequel for Smoke trail is here! Yay~ AmaterasuSensei asked for a continuation so I decided why not? (Even though I rather liked the way it ended >~>) I don't own Junjou Romantica~ anyway let the first chapter start~ and I still suck at starting stories~

It had been three months since Usagi died, his funeral was really hard on me, I couldn't stop crying the whole time, even Ni-Chan couldn't get me to cheer up. I had hoped Usagi wouldn't be sad that I cried that day, I really did miss him.

I had gone shopping today, I needed to pick up some cleaning supplies. I hadn't cleaned the house in a while because I didn't have the energy to.

I'm sorry Usagi, even though I want to live my life to the fullest, I just need time..

I still miss you a lot, you know the saying you don't know something's true value before its gone?..

Well I never knew just how much you meant to me Usagi.. I knew I loved you a lot but... With you gone... I don't know what to do anymore..

I put down the bags of cleaner that I had bought so I could grab the key out of my pocket to my apartment, it still felt weird thinking about it as mine. Usagi had left me all of his belongings, I looked around the messy apartment as I entered.

Whoa... I really let this place go..

I sprayed air freshener to stop myself from gagging at the smell, I then rolled up my sleeves and brought out the cleaners. I almost laughed to myself, it was almost as bad as how Usagi's study room got after he finished his deadline.

I picked up my clothes that I had scattered all over the floor and threw them into a basket to be washed later. I then threw out all of the take out containers and boxed that had accumulated over time, I hadn't had the energy to cook meals for myself so I had just been lazy and ordered out, even then it was very rare for me to eat. Of course I didn't spent money recklessly, I always bought the cheapest foods.

I'm going to live properly from now on! The time for moping is over! I can't have Usagi being ashamed of me now can I?

I had begun sweeping, I walked past the mirror in the hall and stopped, my reflection had surprised me. I could easily tell that I had lost a lot of weight over the past three months. I frowned at how baggy my clothes were.

I've got to start putting weight back on again! If Ni-Chan saw me right now he would freak out.

I looked at the spotless Living room and smiled, it looked just like it did before when Usagi was still here.

The though of Usagi made me sad but I shook the sadness away, instead I remembered the happy times we spent together and all of the trials we had to overcome.

I had told my brother about me and Usagi's relationship soon after Usagi's death, my brother didn't believe me at first but I soon made him. When he did believe he fainted right on the spot and I had to catch him. When he woke up he asked if it was a dream and I had told him it wasn't. This resulted in Ni-chan fainting again I couldn't help but laugh at how silly he was. The third time I told him he luckily didn't faint, instead he was slightly happy about it but also sad that the one I loved dearly had died.

I love Ni-chan very much... I've got to repay him one day.

I took the cleaning supplies up the stairs, I looked into Usagi's old study, it still looked like a tornado had blown through it. I hadn't wanted to clean it up, it had reminded me of Usagi. I sighed and took a breath then began to clean up the mess. It was hard, it wasn't the cleaning part that was hard, it was the thought that this would be my last time cleaning up after that silver haired disaster that I loved.

I never thought the day would come where I would miss cleaning up you messes Usagi..

I could feel my tears begin to fall as I placed the last misplaced book back onto the bookshelf, I wasn't going to pack up Usagi's stuff. That was the one this I could not do. I wanted there to be even just a little bit of Usagi's presence to remain in this huge house filled with our memories together.

I sighed exhausted from all the cleaning I did, I went over towards my bed. I still slept in the one Usagi and me slept together in. Even though it felt so empty and lonely, it made me feel safe because it was where me and Usagi were together. I flopped into the bed tired and I felt something warm.

Huh?!..

I looked up and saw a familiar patch of silver poking up from underneath the sheets. My eyes went wide.

No it couldn't be... Usagi?!

Me: that was the first chapter~ sorry it was like that but wouldn't you have liked to know how Misaki dealt with Usagi's death?

Misaki: ......

Me: hehe wonder what's going to happen in the next chapter~

Misaki: I....... Usagi!

Me: XD Misaki seems a like he's in a bit of shock

Misaki: it's not possible... How?!

Me: well anyway hope ya liked the first chapter~