Life

the hurting and healing

Today is the day!!!!!!!! it's the day I meet Nash and all the boys I just can't oh my gosh. I get up and get dressed

Ootd:

-whit short sleeve crop top

- pink high wasted skirt

-my tan sandals

- bunch of bracelets ( to cover up my scars, yes I'm a sudicidal freak okay ughhhh)

I brushed my teeth curled my hair packed my bag and head out to the car were jacky excitedly waited for me. we decided we are going to stay I'm LA where were meeting them after to for the summer maybe even longer. The whole car ride was us just talking of how were going to have so much fun and it will be the best day then we keep talking about how sad it will be letting go of them at the end. We got to the airport and I sunnily froze in fear.

My throat was dry I can't belive who I saw. I saw NASH GRIER I felt tears on my face I was about to say hi but every thing just...... went black.