ShinKami

I hate you

Warning: Self harm, Strong Language
Kaminari Denki POV
I woke up in my bed, I can't move for some reason...Whats going on?! I hear my parents arguing, they're in the-...wait I'm not in my dorm..I'm in my room..I hear my mom screaming, she sounds scared...
BANG BANG
....I heard two gunshots and then silence.. My dad slowly opens the door with a gun and points it at me, I try screaming or moving but it's no use, he fires it and-

I wake up, I sit up quickly, sweating uncontrollably, damn, what a terrible nightmare...I sit up and I see that Shinsous gone...Good, I don't need him..I suddenly hear crying in the bathroom. I put my ear up against the bathroom and..I hear Shinsou..
"I'm sorry...Please..Forgive me.."
I hear..Slicing? I don't exactly know how to explain it.. I open the door and...
"SHINSOU! WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU DOING?!"
I see Shinsou slitting his wrist and him..Crying. I quickly go over to him and take the blade away from him.
"Shinsou! Shinsou can you hear me?!"
He doesn't seem to listen or hear me...He's having a panic attack..Usually they're not bad but..this is probably the worst one he's ever had!
I hug him tightly..I pick him up and set him on my lap facing me, he leans on my shoulder and cries..I hug him as tightly as I can without hurting him.
"Hey it's okay..Shh..it's alright..I'm here" I try comforting him, it seems to be working.
"I'm sorry..Please let me explain what happened...I didn't mean for it to be this way..."
I then realized..He never got to explain..I didn't let him..
I grab him by the shoulders and look at him. I kiss him on the forehead.
"Tell me what happened.."
He looks at me in shock, he probably thinks I'll still be mad at him..
"I won't be mad at you if you tell me, don't worry" I kiss him, showing that I'm not mad at him and that I still love him.
"O-Okay.." Shinsou tells me what happened and my body fills up with rage and anger, I'm gonna hurt that bitch Sero for trying to take my man.
"I see..Don't worry, I'll deal with this okay?
"Okay.."

||Eh..this story is almost done 🤷‍♂️ But Don't worry! I have two draft stories that I'm working on!||