I'm sorry
I couldn't stay strong
I couldn't do it anymore
I couldn't do life
It hurts
All of it
The pain is unbearable
The demons
Ripping me apart
Wanting me to cut
Wanting me not to live
I tried to push them away
And it worked
But they came back
And hit harder
Telling me to cut and cut
I couldn't stay strong
I'm sorry
I'm sorry I cut
I'm sorry I'm worthless
I'm sorry I'm a disgrace
I'm sorry I mess up everything
I just couldn't do it anymore
I just didn't want to live
I'm still sorry
I'm sorry everyday
But I don't regret what I did
It helps
It's let's me release pain
It helps me release everything
And the blood dripping down my arm
Has a good feeling
I really am sorry
I couldn't stay strong
I didn't want to live
I'm sorry I wanted to get rid of my pain and sadness
I'm sorry I want to die all the time
I'm sorry if I can't make it in this world
I'm sorry
I truly am
I'll always be sorry
But you didn't lose anything
You just lost me
I'm worthless anyways
But I'm still sorry
I'm sorry
Goodbye
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Love you guys!
Please don't self harm and I know I am be a really bad person for telling you not to do it when I do, but I want you all to be safe. Please PM me if you feel like self harming. I can help. I am going through it.
I wrote this myself.
