so I decided to make this chapter a diary thing. idk if u guys know what I mean but yeah.
I feel like you guys should know what Alisons feelings are rn so what better than a diary right? you don't have to actually read the but if you want to know what's going on in Alisons mind just keep reading
dear diary
its my third day at playlist and a lot has happened. like Chase H kissed me when we played 7 minutes in heaven I mean that's what 7 minutes in heaven supposed to me right? kiss people?
I really like Chase but I feel like were going to fast. I mean we kissed twice and we had a pretty heated make out session.
and to be honest I'm not sure if he feels the same way. I've never been the best expressing my feelings. I really want to tell him how I feel but I'm scared that he doesn't feel the same way.
I really want him To know that my butterflies go crazy when he touches or kisses me. I want him to know how crazy my smile is when I thin about him and how every night I thin "I've known this guy for four boys and I think I'm already falling for him.
normally when stuff like this happens I talk with my sister Ashley but its not going to be the same thing to talk with her on the phone.
my brother has a girlfriend named Christina and I know how crazy my brother goes when he sees her or hears his voice. at first when they started dating I thought that this was going to be like any other of his relationships. but I could see that he was in love and that's all I want
Im not sure If the guy I want to marry and have kids with is chase but I know I want him right now and I need him.
I juts feel like I should tell him but at the same time I think if we date it will ruin our friend group
how you may ask simple
imagine me and chase together happy and bla bla but what if we break up? everything will be ruined. and at one point our friends will have to choose me or him. honestly I don't think I belong in relationship club
love, Alison
a|n
so what did you guys think about this chapter? tell me what you think.
I was seeing the age of the readers in my stories and I% of the readers are 45 or + years old.
and did you notice what I did with the bold texts in the diary? if u did ily
written: June 5th 2019
published: June 5th 2019
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7 minutes in heaven /Chase Hudson/xlilhuddy
Fanfiction7 minutes in heaven with Chase freaking Hudson sorry I'm not good with descriptions but read it. its the best story I've written so far Started:may 26th 2019 Finished: July 8th 2019
