I just want to be at peace,
Not in pieces.
Not hanging from the ceiling.
Holding back my vomit as I'm choking on these pills
running for the hills.
Student loans are stacking up, I gotta pay these bills.
Making sure i look alright,
cuz if I end up dead tonight
I want my mom and dad to know
I'm sorry for the I life chose.
I lay in bed and wonder where I went wrong.
I look in the mirror, and I feel so gone
Why am I like this, I just want to live!
This is my last night alive
And it's moving to quick.
I'm getting real cold
I just want to live.
I just want to live.
God if you hear me, I'm only a kid.
I'm not that religious, but I'm hoping you'd listen. Because right now I need to know if I'm dying, if I'm living. God, Jesus, someone please answer! I'm praying so hard both of my hands hurt.
I'm lying to myself this'll all get better, up and down moods got me feelin like Virginia weather. I wanna be ok, I just want to live. Why'd I take those pills, I'm only a kid.
