Jungkook froze; his breathing became labored. Was he really hearing him correctly? Tae? Dead?
"Hy-hyung, tha-that-thats not something you joke about" he said chuckling nervously. But when he looked around, he saw all of them looking down at the floor. He heard a few sniffles here and there from them. No, it's not true, I wont accept this! He thought to himself. Tae IS N-O-T DEAD!!! Why did "God" have to take the ONE person he loved more than his parents away from him.
"N-n-no-no. It's not true. Hyungs PLEASE tell me that you're just joking," he pleaded.
"Jungkook," Jimin said his name in such a soft & almost apologetic tone, "I'm so so so so so sorry, I know you're probably thinking we're joking, but it's the truth; He'sgone.". Jungkook lost it. He fell back against the door, clutching his chest. He felt like he couldn't breathe anymore. What am I going to do without him? He was-no-still IS my whole world. I'm so lost without him by my side. Jungkook started sobbing uncontrollably.
"No! Th-tha-thi- JUST FUCKING NO! YOU'RE LYING I JUST KNOW IT! HE ISN'T GONE!" he screamed at them, "he cant be gone". The tears were streaming down his face, eyes swollen and mixed with fear, face red with anger. Everyone went quiet, they knew that he would be like this, I mean, who wouldn't be upset after hearing that the person they love(d), has died?
**A/N AS I WROTE THIS I WAS LISTENING TO THE WINGS ALBUM AND "BEGIN" STARTED PLAYING AND I JUST CRIED
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WHILE TYPING OUT JUNGKOOK'S REACTION TO THE NEWS**
After a long silence, Jungkook finally spoke up, "take me to him," his voice shaky but firm, "I want to see him for myself and tell him that he can stop with his little sick joke isn't funny anymore". The others looked at him like in shocked. Not at the fact that he wanted to see Tae but at the fact that he really thought that all this was just a prank pulled on him by all of them. Nevertheless, they all agreed, and decided to take him to see Taehyung. To them, it was the only way for him to see the reality of the situation, since he didn't believe them.
They showed Jungkook the room where Tae was in, the others backed away a little to give him space. Jungkook reached for the knob, but for some odd reason, he paused. What if he is really dead? Am I really ready to see his face for the last time? Can I really handle life without him in my life? He thought to himself while mentally preparing himself to open the door.
He instantly regretted opening the door.
There. On a stainless steel table, a body was covered up with a white sheet.
No. It's not him. Please God, let it not be him. He pleaded as he slowly walked closer to the table. Once he got close enough, he looked at the body up and down, scanning to see was it really Taehyung's body. After contemplating with himself about removing the sheet to reveal the truth, he eventually did.
He hated that he did that.
His soul shattered into pieces.
The reveal showed the face of his lover, the man who had his ENTIRE heart, the man who he was gonna marry one day. The face of someone he loved for almost NINE YEARS.
He broke down crying. No no no. He kept repeating to himself.
"Tae. Baby, please tell me this is a joke," he was basically begging at this point. But to his dismay, he never got a response. Tears started to roll down his face once again.
"Baby," he said in between breaths, "please answer me" he begged. He grabbed his left hand and squeezed it. Cold. So cold. He said to himself as more tears came rolling down. He couldn't believe that the love of his life, his sun, the reason for his existence, was actually gone. Dead.
