STRY OF MY LIFE

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wassup yall its ya girl y/n im 17 {I changed the age in this one that's all} and im a trap queen now befre you get askn how I became a rap queen belive me it wasn't easy I lost so much in my life inorder to gain more I feel the pain is the promise f success and I stand by that now I have changed a whole lot now none f the change is or was for the worst it was more so for the better for me and my husband yes im 17 and im married but the man im with but , his so amazing hes tuff but loving hes fearful but yet he is super humble and kind hearted sweet yet has his days and just the most giving man ive ever met I my life I met him when I was 14 dam I shook just thinkin about it......

{FLASH BACK*****!!!} {3 years ago}

Momma moooommma daddy daddy JJ anybody " I yelled for ma mom n dad but nobody answered me not even JJ I walked thru the whole house but I cudnt find them until I heard a loud bang then I ran toward the sound only cause it had to me ma momma or daddy or JJ as I made it to the room I heard ma mom it was faint but I heard her she sounded muffled I was so scared I didn't know what to do I jus ran downstairs and tried to run until I was grabbed by JJ he covers ma mouth wen I turned arouyhe had blood all over him I was horrified by him rite now I was only 12  so I didn't know wat to do except ask "JJ what did you do? " "I hato handle something DONT question me y/n I'm ya old a brotha so you do as I say now get upstairs " I ran upstairs only cause I had an idea of what he had done but no idea what he was gonna do to me I was mortified rite now as I was thinking I heard JJ come to ma door and open it I jus froze wit fear "ugh what what r u gonna do to me ? " I ask JJ so scared I didn't even wanna cry " "aye y/n calm down I'm not gonna hurt you to much " he gave me an evil smirk  then grabbed ma legs and pulled me down and started to have his way with me he hurt me so bad I DONT know what made him do this to me his little sister out of all ppl and took ma parents. After that day I said nothing ever happened I just kept quiet because that day wen he raped me I died ma parents died so all of me was gone I jus started to work for him to stack ma bread til I had enough to leave or till I met some one who would love me and I also promised ma self that I wud get ma revenge on JJ once the time was rite
* flashback over* BACK TO PRESENT

the timing couldn't come any better we were at the trap and I was in the back counting the money and the product was in the front I had to pee so I got up and grabbed my phone and went to the bathroom I had ma headphones in so I was kinda zoned out but as I was finishing up I hear a loud bang and then gun shots now most people would run but not me I was damn near dead to the sound I witnessed to much in my life once I heard the gun shots stop I slowly crept out the bathroom ducking down behind the boxes so I wasn't seen as I looked around I noticed it was damn near all my brothers ppls who was shot. damn dez mafuckaz cant shoot for shyt I thought I was about to get up be then I hear this voice "WASSUP JJ WHERE MA MONEY BOI " then I hear my brother but he sounded horrified part of me waned to laugh then prt of me kinda wanted to save him only cuz hes my brother BUT I HATE HIM SOOOO MUCH "aug man I swear I don't know what u " hard smack "NIGGA U THINK SOMBODY PLAYIN WIT YOU I WANT MY FUCKIN MONEY NIGGA U TOOK 4.5 MILL FROM ME NIGGA SOO WHERE IS MY FUCKIN MONEY I GAVE YA ASS MORE THEN ENOUGH TIME TO FUCKIN GET IT N IONT WANT NO EXSCUES YOU HAD 3 MONTHS NIGGAH 3 " as im hearing the conversation I'm in shock b at the same time im not surprised but lil does jj kno I have 3 mill ut to the side like this nigga was giving me 100-400 dollas a run depending on the weight while he giving his other boyz and broz 2000-8000 a key and then some like im his sister he wants me to dress like a hoe like nah bra im ya sister so I dress wit a hoodie n sweats cause I jus aint wit him lookin at me likeim one of his hoes this nigga twisted as fuck im hot as hell with this hoodie on its summer n its 90 degrees so I slowly n quietly pull off the hoodie but my leg was so sweat I started cramping I lost my balance and still tried to stay as quiet as I could but my arm hit the box making one fall I tried to duck lower but it was too late "WHO DAT BACK DEA" I saw jj look in my direction I could see the fear and hurt in his eyes cause he knows I never forgot what he did I got so mad I was filled with rage and hurt my blood raped me n then treatin like I'm not the best worker he had I want ma bread up not being dicked around cuz I'm a female even his lil hoes get more money then me tuhhh I'm heated  "YO WHO THE FUCK IN THE BACK LIKE DEAD ASS YALL GOT THREE SECONDS TO POP THE FUCK OUT OR YA BOSS IS A DEAD ME WANNA TEST ME ONE......TWO... ok ok I'm rite here he looked at me his face softened when he saw I was a female his face softened and it was just something different from a king pin I've never saw that type of person act so different when I saw how he looked at me it I felt that he wouldn't hurt me "so u jj been bragging about n I mean bragging " I was angry pissed hurt afraid i didn't kno how to react I felt pain betrayed by my own blood like how then I thought u ain't shyt u just like ya father creep ass bum 😒 I know wat a fucked up think to say about ya brother but I was adopted so to him n me being family did not mean Ntn I thats wat fucked me up } foreword }
Yea I'm her wassup he looked at me he noticed I didn't. Have my gun in my holster which I felt was stupid cuz iont know this man but crazy thing is I trusted him . "So who is jj ta u ma " I looked from him to jj I wanted to be loyal but every time I looked at jj I jus saw the fucked up things he did to me. So I jus Cudnt take it and I told myself he'll get his period even if that means I gotta do it my self I promise imma get this nigga back you too my parent from me that's the worst thing u can do Abby did it to jus have your sick twisted way with me you own blood the more I thought about it the more my blood boiled I looked at august  "well jj here is my brother but considering all the fucked up things he has done I jus can't call someone who has been so disloyal family soooo as far as I'm concerned he's dead to me so u can do what you will with him boss August looked at me with hurt and remorse for me " what do you mean by your parent ?" "He killed my momma my real daddy was never around so my momma hard workin woman met this niggas creep ass clown of a father and married him so his dad adopted me and you think I wud be appreciative of that but I am so blessed that I am Ntn to these fuckin creeps my momma was my world and from what he said was he killed my momma so nigga now you gotta die bitch " August saw the anger and hurt 😔 he did to me and right wen I took ijs gun August grabbed me and hugged me and whispered to me "go wait wit big Nate at the car I'll be there in a second imma handle this for u ma and after this it's Ntn but new beginnings ok " I looked up at him with eyes full of tears but some how I knew it would be ok he made me feel that my world would somehow be restored and complete and safe without me having to worry , I nodded he kissed my forehead and I walked out I hear jj screaming for me begging and as I got to big Nate I jus felt a weight lifted off my shoulders and a Big Bang big Nate held me he noticed I was shaking he said "it's over now your safe I promise " and somehow I jus knew I was ok he smiled at me and I saw August coming and I asked Nate "how do you know August?" "He's a kid that was in a bad space and I jus protect him and show em the way I was real good friends with his mom she was a close friend we grew up together and I jus wanted to protect him like I wanna protect you your mom was a very beautiful spirit and some say a angel jus was mislead by a bad soul she thought was good like her but he wasn't nor was the bastard of a son obviously, I hung my head low feeling ashamed but Nate said I should be proud and no matter what I should always remember I'm my mommas daughter imma queen 👑 as Nate was getting out August Was comin to the car he smiled at me "you ready to go home ?" I smiled " yea but where is home ?"  "Oh you love it  sun and peace I promise " I looked out the window as it said your now leaving New York  and I thought 💭 " damn im  leaving New York the one place I new as home wonder where my journey gonna lead me now and before I knew it I was sleep headed to a new home and a new place to become a new me a queen can't. Wait .......😏

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