Deep within the miles and miles of my soul are emotions that would drain the ink of my pen if dared to elaborate.
Within these miles are happy feelings.
Love. Experienced by my parents, happiness. By my family and feeling cared for by..... Well my family I guess.
I have experienced them all but most of all, I have been cut in the heart times without numbers with your lies.
My wrists slashed and draining of blood by your Decietfulness.
My body is covered in both old and very new wounds that were caused by your "I love you "
My eyes that you once called beautiful are now a bright red and puffy.
Tears cut my checks tainting them.
I have been taken for granted and used by your "believe me, trust me, I promise you and I care for you. "
You call me an attention seeker. Is it wrong that I seek only your attention?
Tell me.
You say I am too much work. What about the work that you have made my heart go through?
All the the hate, hurt, depression, stress, frustration, insecurities, loneliness.
Should I go on? Hasn't my heart had too much work?
All these emotions. Just too many.
Why do we enter the game of love when it is nothing but a gamble.
#just too much.
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UNSAID THOUGHTS
Poetrypoems about thoughts and feelings that no one dares not speak about. most of them are embarrassing thoughts and might even be considered not right. Emotions about the world and live
