Sweet Pea's POV
I was sat with Toni at lunch and that was when i saw Fangs and that preppy northsider, Kevin flirting. Anger swept through my body, my blood was boiling, I was filling with envy. To the point that I didn't even notice I bashed my hands on the table and threw my lunch tray on the floor - everyone stared. "WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU LOOKING AT?" I retorted you could hear the darkness in my voice... Toni grabbed my wrist, I shook her off "sweets calm down" Toni said. Being me I ignored her; I ran off, hot tears flooding my face as my head hung low, slamming the door before my exit.
Fangs' POV
Sweet Pea set off again. I was worried I hope he hasn't done anything stupid. I went to look for him, I searched everywhere, the toilets, the front of school, a dozen classrooms. Until I remember he was probably at his secret place where he takes a smoke. So that's where I decided to go.
Sweet Pea's POV
Well done sweets! You did it again "I'm so fucking stupid, it's obvious he would never love a no-good serpent scum like me" I was never and will never be good enough for anyone, I'm just that one bastardised 17 year old who joined a gang! Going and getting wasted trying to drink my problems away. I scoffed, Fogarty doesn't need me to ruin his life too. No wonder my dad left, I can't imagine what holding Fangs' hand feels like or kissing those perfect lips every night... I shouldn't because he doesn't love me no one does. I sobbed; stabbing my hand with my switchblade. I suffered from severe anxiety and PTSD (post-traumatic stress disorder), no one knew not even Fangs. I hadn't been taking my pills, I've had minor anxiety attacks but nothing like this one.
I was lightheaded, my chest felt tight, no matter how hard I tried to regulate my breathing - it wasn't working. My heart was thumping rapidly, I could hear it in my ears. I was shaking uncontrollably, sweating and choking. All of a sudden. I hit my head on the brick wall, blood gushed out, I was on the floor. And I had entered a seizure.
A/N: Hope you enjoyed the first Swangs one shot! It's quite short but I'll make the next one longer (it's going to carry on from this one) love you ❤️🐍💫💗💕😉☺️🥰💁♀️
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Fanfiction"pffft no we're just best friends" "just best friends" I said under my breath. I walked away I was hurt...