Fifty Shades Of G

Cristina; Pt17

"Well it was fun having you here baby" My mom sniffled. I smiled and

gleamed up at her. I got into my plane and waved goodbye to her. I knew this was going to be a boring and long

plane ride. I brought my headphones and made sure my phone was fully

charged so I was occupied the whole time. I wasnt intrested in listening to

screaming babies and annoying children for the next 6 hours.

*****

"Hello Barbara" I greeted. I was back at Jacks penthouse, wish I could say

home sweet home. "Where the fuck have you been, ive been calling you and your flight landed 2 hours ago"

Jack came into the living room. I rolled my eyes and set my things down. "I went to stop by my old

apartment to say hello and let Erin know I'm back." I retorted and squinted my eyes at him. "I know we didnt end on a good note" he started. I snapped my head over at him and

laughed. "Oh really?" I smirked. He

looked mad. "Ive decided I'm going to share more with you about myself and in sorry that I made you feel this

way" he apologized. I shook my head and told him to continue. "Okay then"

I agreed. "Barbara" he shouted. They exchanged looks and she shook her head. She miled at me and waved

before leaving. "I was adopted at age 5 by my mother and father you met not so long ago" he began to walk tkwards

the kitchen. He went over to the fridge and took out a wine bottle. "Molly is not my biological sister and my parents arent my real parents" he

confessed whole grabbing a wine glass off the shelf. I sat at the kitchen counter and listening. "I never thought I'd find another loving family

after my mother." He took a swig of his drink. "I thought after her, after

they learned what had happened. After they read my file, they wouldn't want me" he slammed the glass onto

the counter. "But you were wrong, you have a Family now, and at that a loving one" I finished. I got up and

rubbed his back. "My mother, she was an addict, she overdosed when I was about 4. She always had guys around" he drunk again. "Weather it was for

supplying her, for sex, for more drugs, or to make her feel less lonely" he

stared at me. I covered my mouth and bit my lip. "Jack, you dont have to

continue" I rejoiced. He finished up the wine and threw the cup in the sink. Thank goodness it didnt break.

"Is this why you were so touchy with the family subject" I objected. He nodded his head and put the wine back into the fridge. "I'm so sorry for

making you feel like the way you felt back at the hotel" he apologized. I looked at my feet and continued to

play with the loose thread on my pants. "Theres something I havent told you, Cristina I needed to say something but I didn't" he confessed. I

looked up at him and played with a piece of my hair. "I know you say you feel like I was changing you but you see, its not me who's changing you. Its

you whos changing me" he grabbed my waist. "Jack" I shook my head. "Cristina, ive never felt this type of affection towards any woman in my life" He surprisingly told me. I swallowed the lump in my throat and was afraid to respond to him. Well

mostly because I hadn't known how to respond. "Cristina, I'm sorry if I ever made you feel any less than what you deserve." He frowned. I smiled and our lips met as the shine from the big window hit us. "Jack, there's one more

thing I need to ask you about. I need an honest answer" I parted them. He smiled at me and held my cheek in his

hand. "Who's Bella? And dont tell me she's just an ex submissive" I

shuttered. He sat me down on his lap

and caressed me. "Shes the woman who started it all" he confirmed

shortly. "Bella, shes the woman who seduced me when I was 15" he pursed

his lips. I stopped and rephrased what he just said. I stood up and got from his lap. "She is the reason I am the way I am. With the torture and the cuffs and the dominance" he

breathed. I shook my head and backed away. "Jack" I gasped. "She is the one woman who taught me what

love was, she was the first person I ever loved" He swallowed the lump in his throat and I'm sure he was afraid of what I was going to say next.

"Love? Are you kidding me" I gritted through my teeth. "You were a child" I

spat gathering my things. He chased after me and put my belongings back onto the couch. "You dont understand, I loved her" he confessed. "How old is

she" I spat and turned around. "Shes 32" he said low. "Your 25 Jack" I yelled

in his face. "You were a child, she was a grown woman" I screamed at him. "Was she a-" I stopped. "No, she was

never a submissive" he grumbled. Was he mad right now? He should be, but I'm furious. "I can't even think about the things she did, what was running through your mind. You were a child Jack" I ran my fingers through

my hair. "Does your mother know" I whispered low. "Of course not" he yelled quickly. I was speechless. "Thats all in the passed, its been 11 years Cristina." He propped. I sat on the couch and was worried and

confused. "Please Cristina, shes not even a part od my life anymore" Jack withdrew and sat me back onto his

lap on the couch. "Cristina, did you even read the contract?" He begged. I crossed mg arms and scoffed "what? That has nothing to do with this" i

tried to get up from his lap. He pulled me back down and laughed. "No no, if you read it, the contract states that I'm not allowed to see or be with any other woman" he stated. I turned to him and sniffled. "Fine, I'm hungry" I

got up and changed the subject. He

laughed and came behind me, placing his hands on my hips.